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nonbeing

nonbeing

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Apr 10, 2026
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hi so as im typinf this im standinf befire the highest railroad bridge in germany this might seem really sudden to anyone who read my previous thread but my mother is currently on her way to turkey to go to her homecountry from there. She actually abandoned me this time. I wont be homeless though luckily i havent really thoufght anytging out this happened all so suddenly. Im sorry for not staying here longer honestly i internally wished this place would make me hold on a little longer but fuck things happen. i just drank a lot of alcohol on the s bahn on my way to solingen (i live in germany). the bridge is literally known for suicides and they recently put on some safety guards but because people do graffiti i think on there or just hang out (?) there is a way for me to get up. i thank the people who created and maintain this site and the users for their amazing threads. if i dont show up here anymore it means im dead.and oh for anyone who wants to know the bridge name its The Müngsten Bridge.
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
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Haven't seen any of your other posts but I hope its as quick and as painless as it can be ❤️
 
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nocturnal123

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Apr 10, 2026
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Good luck and I hope you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
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I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace and relief you search for.
good bye.
 
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