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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Ok so i have started my protocol
Already took the meto, 3x40mg propa, 600mg ibuprofen 12mg bromazepam and 10mg diazepam and 4mg tizanidine.
In 30 min will take numbning spry and the 25g of sn and then a lot of benzos diaolved in water.
It is insane how calm i am, i dont even feel the resltless from the meto.
If i am lucky enough i will avoide puke and pass out real quick given the absurs amount of benzos i will take, and some more tizanidine.
I am taking sn in 20 minutes.
After the sn i will take the crushed brnzos and more numbning srpay and lay down.
12hs food fasting, 4 líquid.
You have my protocol in another thread.
I really need my peace and relief from physical suffer, not mental.
Again, i cant believe how calm i am, my pulse is at 70 while prepairing the SN.
I wont be posting updates.
Whish me luck and a painless and swift passing.
Love you all
@GhostCat25 sending love bro
 
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indianachrome

indianachrome

Member
Nov 1, 2025
80
thinking of you now dalemar...Wishing you peace and comfort no matter what you decide to do
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
470
bet it'll be extremely peaceful and seamless. rest easy!

Cat Love GIF by NGcorpvtc
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Student
Jul 27, 2024
171
I wish you safe passage. Good luck friend.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
If you dont hear about me in a week or 2, i ll be at peace
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
296
Good luck 🙏 what is your physical suffering if you don't mind me asking?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,215
I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
607
Good luck dalemar. I wish you the best. Thank you for your contributions here. :)
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
211
Take care fellow passenger, get to your destination safely and happily. Loads of blessings.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,799
see ya, dalemar~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~
 
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StoneCellaiver

StoneCellaiver

Member
Mar 14, 2025
52
Good luck, may you find peace
 
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BillyBob

BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
202
Safe travels and wishing you a peaceful passing. Hope all goes well.
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
71
Good luck 🤞
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,542
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you deserve 🫂:heart:
 
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spacealiens

spacealiens

Member
Apr 2, 2024
38
Ok so i have started my protocol
Already took the meto, 3x40mg propa, 600mg ibuprofen 12mg bromazepam and 10mg diazepam and 4mg tizanidine.
In 30 min will take numbning spry and the 25g of sn and then a lot of benzos diaolved in water.
It is insane how calm i am, i dont even feel the resltless from the meto.
If i am lucky enough i will avoide puke and pass out real quick given the absurs amount of benzos i will take, and some more tizanidine.
I am taking sn in 20 minutes.
After the sn i will take the crushed brnzos and more numbning srpay and lay down.
12hs food fasting, 4 líquid.
You have my protocol in another thread.
I really need my peace and relief from physical suffer, not mental.
Again, i cant believe how calm i am, my pulse is at 70 while prepairing the SN.
I wont be posting updates.
Whish me luck and a painless and swift passing.
Love you all
@GhostCat25 sending love bro
God bless you I will pray for you I wish you the best 💜 🙏
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,627
Love and peace, friend. Travel safe, and all the best.
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
95
I wish you all the best.
I hope you can find your peace 🙏❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,993
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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otium

otium

looking for the peace i crave
Aug 10, 2025
46
Best of luck friend, Hope you find the peace your searching for. Godspeed.
 
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Eclypser

Eclypser

Member
Dec 12, 2025
45
Hey dear friend, then we'll meet over there
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
767
Seen this too late. I hope it was peaceful.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,014
Rip... this protocol is the most I've seen one person do...
 
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Dreamwalker

Dreamwalker

Time To Wake Up
Jan 21, 2026
29
Be at peace !! <3
 
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Eclypser

Eclypser

Member
Dec 12, 2025
45
Rip... this protocol is the most I've seen one person do...
I also consider his protocol to be as solid as few others. The only variable could be an unwanted rescue. But he was so focused on getting what he wanted that I don't think he encountered any obstacles
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
275
rip and glad your pain is over. physical pain is an understandable reason to ctb. your preparation and courage are admired.
 
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