Goodbye Friends and Hoping for Calm Nerves

[aspiecarl]

I'm officially in my final 24 hours of life. A special thanks for Stan's guide and to you all for paving the way, with kindness and compassion. Any suggestions to calm the late nerves? Positive vibes are welcomed. Peace and love to all.

 

[DrownFeather]

hey, peace to you wherever you end at, can i ask what's your method?

 

[Cathy Ames]

I don't have any suggestions about the nerves, but I do send you positive vibes, peace, and love, whether you do this or not. Take care.

 

[nightshow]

i wish you the best

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

Hope your journey is swift and peaceful

 

[Riddle]

I saw your other thread, so are you jumping? And where did you decide to jump?

 

[Smart No More]

I guess the only advice I could offer for nerves is benzos but I'm assuming if you had any you'd be aware of them and using them. As you've mentioned and thanked Stans Guide does that mean you're going with SN.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Hmm.. for the nerves. Do you have any sedatives you can take? They will make you calm. If not. Remember nerves are not dangerous. They're just emotions. You're about to leave your body ;-) how do you feel about that? :-)

 

[aspiecarl]

I saw your other thread, so are you jumping? And where did you decide to jump?

I went back and forth for a month. But I don't think my anxiety would allow me to jump unless I got someone to push me

 

[Foresight]

Much love and well wishes to you whatever you decide.

 

[aspiecarl]

I guess the only advice I could offer for nerves is benzos but I'm assuming if you had any you'd be aware of them and using them. As you've mentioned and thanked Stans Guide does that mean you're going with SN.

Thanks for that. And yes, SN was quite easier than I expected and the instructions were clear. Very grateful for that.

 

[roaming_soul]

Much love to you @aspiecarl. Putting on some good tunes and dancing the nerves out always gets me right. I plan to do that when my time comes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you.

 

[aspiecarl]

Just wanted to say thanks for the kind messages. Nearing my hour of death and it's full steam ahead now. If I can send any goodwill your way from wherever I end up, I will in just a few hours.
Not going to lie...I've been fighting the guilt and feeling of selfishness...but it's time to just let that go. Can anyone help get that out of my mind?

 

[Cathy Ames]

Not going to lie...I've been fighting the guilt and feeling of selfishness...but it's time to just let that go. Can anyone help get that out of my mind?

No, and I wish I did. I'm very sorry about the things that have happened to bring you to this point.

 

[Glowarm]

Just wanted to say thanks for the kind messages. Nearing my hour of death and it's full steam ahead now. If I can send any goodwill your way from wherever I end up, I will in just a few hours.
Not going to lie...I've been fighting the guilt and feeling of selfishness...but it's time to just let that go. Can anyone help get that out of my mind?

Not sure I can help get that out of your mind. But sending you positive vibes and hoping that you find peace.

 

[Smart No More]

Hey. Hope you're okay. No shame in not going through with it. That last step's a doozy! I feel like when the time is right that step is less of a step and more of a slide. SI would hopefully fall away for the most part. If you're not ready you're not ready. It's cool. Though it most likely sucks for you to imagine having to continue on through suffering indefinitely. Regroup, eat and get good sleep. Forget about tomorrow until it comes.

If you are going then a sad but warm goodbye to you. : )

 

[aspiecarl]

Hey. Hope you're okay. No shame in not going through with it. That last step's a doozy! I feel like when the time is right that step is less of a step and more of a slide. SI would hopefully fall away for the most part. If you're not ready you're not ready. It's cool. Though it most likely sucks for you to imagine having to continue on through suffering indefinitely. Regeoup, eat and get good sleep. Forget about tomorrow until it comes.

If you are going then a sad but warm goodbye to you. : )

Thanks for the warm wishes. I have everything ready for the morning. Needed to crank out a couple more letters first. As the sun rises on all of you tomorrow, mine will be setting.

 

[aspiecarl]

Just took the SN. That's a wrap. Farewell everyone and good luck to you all!

 

[Chiisai]

Just took the SN. That's a wrap. Farewell everyone and good luck to you all!

Though saddening as it is, I wish you a peaceful trip and may you finally find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Foresight]

Rest easy! I wish you peace

 

[T-StayResident]

I hope your passing is peaceful. Rest in peace.

 

[MatthewV3]

Just took the SN. That's a wrap. Farewell everyone and good luck to you all!

Good luck, see ya.

 

[Zeus35]

I'm officially in my final 24 hours of life. A special thanks for Stan's guide and to you all for paving the way, with kindness and compassion. Any suggestions to calm the late nerves? Positive vibes are welcomed. Peace and love to all.

It's been over 24 hours. Your still alive did things not work out? x