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Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
I am simply too much of a coward to ctb.
It scares me too much.
So I am going to tough it out.
Right now I am almost 30.
I think I might ctb in 40 years when my health will start detiriorating.
I am going to tough it out.
I plan on saving as much money as I can so that when the time comes in 40 years i'll have enough money to ctb.
Anyways I wish you all the best, I am going to disable my account.

Wish you all the best.
Goodbye forever.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
The one that got away, :smiling: Good luck but why not try the recovery section you don't have to leave because you don't want to CTB you can still get advice or help or offer help to people.

Anyway, best of luck I hope in 40 years' time you have totally changed your life and are happy.

Take care

Cheers

Geo
 
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Werewolf.

Student
May 28, 2021
184
Goodbye and take care!
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Good luck
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Don't call yourself a coward for not ctb. Death is no easy matter when you're planning it. Its the biggest and final decision of your life after all.

Sorry that you're leaving but glad you're giving life a second chance. I hope nothing but good things for you in the future.
 
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SosoruzeDosukoi

SosoruzeDosukoi

Tired
Mar 27, 2021
48
Good luck, I hope living works out well for you :)
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,669
I wish you the best, I know how hard living can be, so I hope it works out well for you. It isn't cowardly not being able to ctb, taking our own lives is very difficult.
 

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