Goodbye, folks!

[September5th]

Hi guys. I'm leaving this site. I'm just making this post so you know that I am fine and didn't kill myself.
I've been feeling decent for the past few days and I finally know why. Guilt is what was killing me. The feeling of knowing that I fucked up hard and lost something special. That said, I think I've finally forgave myself. There's nothing I can do. What I did in the past was my absolute best. I'm only aware of my mistakes because they happened. The best thing I can do now, as a man, is learn from them and accept reality as it is.
I'm 20 years old and I'm finally living the adolescence I never had. I'm going to parties, drinking, kissing a lot of girls. It's not s good as having my girlfriend, but it's what I have and that's fine. I want to live what's happening right now, otherwise I will regret it later (just as I am today).
Life isn't easy right now. I sure do hate it. But good things happen in rainy days as well. Duda, I'll always love you and what we had. I'm so so sorry for what I did wrong. I understand why you hate me (despite hating how you distort my actions to others). But I can't destroy myself over you. You weren't perfect either. Not by a long shot. Stay safe.

I'm going back to gym, the psychiatry and I'm going to finish this fucking college, so I can live a better life with money.
Thanks for reading all of my fucking posts. Love you all. Stay safe. The choice is in your hands. Always.
- Bernardo (yeah, that's my real name lol)

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell. I wish you the best and hope that things continue to get better for you.

 

[Slimetae]

Shit man good luck hope u achieve what u want and prosper in life.

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

Glad to hear things are going better. Hope everything works out and good luck on your renewed journey.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Guilt can be absolute hell, so I'm glad you found a way to forgive yourself for the things that happened. It seems like a lot of us who are dealing with it are much harder on ourselves than we need to be, and that is part of what makes us feel as horrible as we do.

Hopefully you can find someone new to be in a relationship with and I wish you the best of luck in your recovery.

 

[Judy Garland]

Bernardo, I wish you the life that you want and I hope things are always looking up. Take care.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Best of luck to you. I hope you don't need to come back but if you do, you are always welcome.

 

[Salvation_]

That's great to hear ^^! Good luck out there!

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

I wish you the very best in everything, your life, your future, your health (both physical and mental), your career, etc. Just everything.
I'm actually quite happy you could find the strength/purpose/way to keep going. You deserve it.
I think I speak for everyone when I say that this community will be here for you in case you need it, and that those of us who knew you (even just from a few posts) will be thinking of you from time to time, wondering how you're doing and hoping it's okay.
Best wishes to you, Bernardo

 

[brokenbutterflies]

Hi guys. I'm leaving this site. I'm just making this post so you know that I am fine and didn't kill myself.
I've been feeling decent for the past few days and I finally know why. Guilt is what was killing me. The feeling of knowing that I fucked up hard and lost something special. That said, I think I've finally forgave myself. There's nothing I can do. What I did in the past was my absolute best. I'm only aware of my mistakes because they happened. The best thing I can do now, as a man, is learn from them and accept reality as it is.
I'm 20 years old and I'm finally living the adolescence I never had. I'm going to parties, drinking, kissing a lot of girls. It's not s good as having my girlfriend, but it's what I have and that's fine. I want to live what's happening right now, otherwise I will regret it later (just as I am today).
Life isn't easy right now. I sure do hate it. But good things happen in rainy days as well. Duda, I'll always love you and what we had. I'm so so sorry for what I did wrong. I understand why you hate me (despite hating how you distort my actions to others). But I can't destroy myself over you. You weren't perfect either. Not by a long shot. Stay safe.

I'm going back to gym, the psychiatry and I'm going to finish this fucking college, so I can live a better life with money.
Thanks for reading all of my fucking posts. Love you all. Stay safe. The choice is in your hands. Always.
- Bernardo (yeah, that's my real name lol)

The best goodbye possible. I'm so glad things are improving for you and hope they continue to do so.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's nice to see someone so young climb out of the doldrums and get back on track. Good luck to you and I hope you never come back here.

 

[Euthanza]

Good for ya!

 

[DarkNearDeath]

Cya

 

[singsreignrebuilder]

Beast. Godspeed to you, man