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SummerDreamer

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Hi everyone, I'm new to the forum and I have a rare uncurable condition that will never get better/worsen (Visual snow) its not that bad atm but tbh I can't see the point in living anymore. Its already taken away so much of my life and death just seems so appealing to me right now. I'm not sure yet when I plan to CTB, I think I will most likely use SN but I will do my research and make sure it will be successful
 
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Hi everyone, I'm new to the forum and I have a rare uncurable condition that will never get better/worsen (Visual snow) its not that bad atm but tbh I can't see the point in living anymore. Its already taken away so much of my life and death just seems so appealing to me right now. I'm not sure yet when I plan to CTB, I think I will most likely use SN but I will do my research and make sure it will be successful
Having physical together with mental problems is hell. Worse gets when people only think its mental...
 
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Having physical together with mental problems is hell. Worse gets when people only think its mental...
Exactly, my family are supportive but they dont understand. My mum thinks its just in my head and she tells me not to worry about it...and I just don't see myself with a future anymore, every morning I wake up and go to bed all I think about is being dead. I can't wait for that day to finally come!
 
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Exactly, my family are supportive but they dont understand. My mum thinks its just in my head and she tells me not to worry about it...and I just don't see myself with a future anymore, every morning I wake up and go to bed all I think about is being dead. I can't wait for that day to finally come!
Likewise, days are like repeating with waking up dissapointed, insanity...
 
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