Venting Good dreams make me want to die

[chloramine]

It's so frustrating. On a day to day basis everything is repressed to the point where I don't really have to feel it. It's there but extremely muffled. Then I'll have a good dream and wake up desperate to get back to it and stay there. My skin hurts because I can feel the touch deprivation again instead of my body growing numb to it and there's nothing I can do to make it stop

 

[Judy Garland]

I haven't had a good dream in a while. All my dreams are mashed up and usually make no sense. There are times when I wake up, I wish I were still dreaming because I wasn't feeling the pain of this world in the dream. There is that. I wish I could have a good dream, a truly good dream.

 

[hopelessdreams]

fully understand what you're feeling. I have the same thing from time to time. a good dream for me usually includes the fact that im mentally stable and have a person I can actually confide in and have fun with. the most depressing part about my dreams are that I know I could be living that life if my circumstances and family didn't fuck me up the way they did. but alas, here I am.

 

[PrisonBreak]

I can relate. Often, my dreams are so vivid that it feels like the dream world is the real world. The atmosphere and surroundings are so much similar to the real world, but at the same time, so different. At times, I encounter worlds or places that I could not even imagine while being awake. The narrative in my dreams are quite interesting too. It is like living in a world far better than this one.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I have beautiful dreams as well and then I wake up to this

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be painful and depressing to have good dreams and then wake up. I usually have nightmares from what I can vaguely remember, it feels as though there is no peace even in sleep. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. This life really is so horrible and I hate waking up and realising that I am still here.

 

[Niirvana]

Dreams take me out of this horrible reality, they give me peace (unless they are nightmares)