Gone so quickly

[Treeline589]

So I was reading through the SN success/failure thread. I must admit I'm a bit jealous of the people who join and then CTB within like 1-2 months. I wish I was able to do that.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am envious of everyone who has died as they are free from all pain and suffering. Non existence is what I want the most, I wish I never had to experience this life in the first place. Your feelings are understandable.

 

[olkf]

So I was reading through the SN success/failure thread. I must admit I'm a bit jealous of the people who join and then CTB within like 1-2 months. I wish I was able to do that.

You got that right. I'm aiming for 2 months but that's so far

 

[Manaaja]

I have tried ctbing dozens of times with many methods and I joined ages ago. It sucks a lot, especially since life has been going downhill a lot and I have lost many things. I remember when about a half a year ago I thought "There's only one thing I regret and it's not succeeding in ctbing when life was still better"

I truly wish ctbing was easier. It would also make living easier if you knew you had a "panic button". It would be easier to take risks and try new things if you knew you could exit at any moment. For example, right now I'm wondering whether to move away or ctb, and I fear that moving to an apartment would make ctbing much harder. But if I knew that I could still ctb easily, it would be much easier for me to move away.