Going to ctb tonight (Diphen method)

[SadCuteFrog]

I am going to ctb at around 3am tomorrow, well that is when i plan on taking around 3.5-5g of diphenhydramine, which according to my research should be enough to ctb with, I have not been a member of SS for long but it has been nice to see such a supportive and helpful community :)

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

if that does work it will be seriously hellish

 

[SadCuteFrog]

I am aware of most of the side effects but I also plan on drinking before hand so it will increase the sedative effect, so hopefully I will pass out before I experience the majority of the side effects.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

i hope so for your sake.

 

[Grumpy Bear]

It's up to you but that is a horrible idea IMO. Diphenhydramine is a deliriant. It's worse than a hallucinogen. Imagine bugs climbing on you etc. If you survive you might have PTSD and/or persistent hallucinations.

 

[SadCuteFrog]

I'm fairly certain that most side effects just make you uncomfortable, and as for the delirium part most people that do survive have no recollection of what happened, so i think the chance of PTSD is fairly low.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[whywere]

Love and peace to you in this world and beyond. Always here if one changes their mind.

Walter

 

[motel rooms]

i plan on taking around 3.5-5g of diphenhydramine, which according to my research should be enough to ctb with

I'm fairly certain that most side effects just make you uncomfortable,

Please do more research. Vomiting, agitation, tremors, delirium & seizures lasting up to 24 h are more than "just uncomfortable". If it were easy to die by OD'ing on drugs like diphenhydramine, this forum probably wouldn't exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[Vex]

Very unlikely you'll be cognizant enough to stay still and just go to sleep. You'll think you're just going to bed but in reality you may be outside trying to crawl through someone's car window.

You absolutely cannot judge what you are doing or thinking in regards to reality with a deleriant.

Be safe.

 

[SadCuteFrog]

I know very well that this is not an ideal method, but I have done quite a lot of research into this method and am well aware of the side effects, but i don't have access to any other things, If i were able to do a more peaceful method then i would be doing that instead.

 

[odradek]

I tried to combine ODing on diphenhydramine with alcohol and plastic bag. I entered a kind of delirious fugue state and all I can recall from that day was bugs everywhere and everything else from my memory was gone. I would not recommend this at all. Suffice to say, it did not work out for me.

 

[SadCuteFrog]

Do you remember the amount that you took?

 

[trying.to.find.peace]

I know very well that this is not an ideal method, but I have done quite a lot of research into this method and am well aware of the side effects, but i don't have access to any other things, If i were able to do a more peaceful method then i would be doing that instead.

I think hanging would be more peaceful than diphenhydramine... from the sounds of the side effects, lighting yourself on fire and jumping in front of a bus would be more peaceful too. Good luck and i hope you find a peaceful exit.

 

[Vex]

I know very well that this is not an ideal method, but I have done quite a lot of research into this method and am well aware of the side effects, but i don't have access to any other things, If i were able to do a more peaceful method then i would be doing that instead.

I understand completely. I've taken up to a gram and a half and still been completely mobile. The lingering dissociative effects took more than a year to subside.

It would be easy to cause harm to another in this state, so please be careful.

 

[odradek]

Do you remember the amount that you took?

A full box of OTC sleeping pills, maybe 24 tablets, I don't remember the dosage. All washed down with whiskey. It was a complete failure.

I know very well that this is not an ideal method, but I have done quite a lot of research into this method and am well aware of the side effects, but i don't have access to any other things, If i were able to do a more peaceful method then i would be doing that instead.

Just because it's the only method you have access to will not improve its effectiveness. I learned this the hard way.

 

[SadCuteFrog]

Diphenhydramine usually comes in doses of 25 or 50mg so if you only took 24 then it doesn't surprise me that it didn't work, as the maximum amount you would have taken is 1.2g which is definitely not enough.

 

[marinekiwi]

I stand with other members here. Diphenhydramine OD is not advised.

You will have a rough time and most likely end up in ER with all sort of hepatic and kidney damage. That's not peaceful at all buddy.

 

[odradek]

Diphenhydramine usually comes in doses of 25 or 50mg so if you only took 24 then it doesn't surprise me that it didn't work, as the maximum amount you would have taken is 1.2g which is definitely not enough.

Sorry you find yourself in this position SadCuteFrog. I think this is a bad idea and will most likely fail. I won't say anymore. Good luck whatever you decide to do.