Venting Going on is pointless

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I've got the feeling that no matter how much effort I make I will be miserable. I'd be suicidal if I were rich, married.
Never happy again. Only short period of times during day, maybe a joke I read somewhere or something that makes me laugh but I will never feel the happiness I experienced before falling into this shitty depressive hole. I've been many months down here and there's no coming back. There's no point in continue living.

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry you're in such pain everyday. I don't know what to say, but you're not alone

 

[Nymph]

Kind of agree, I personally think id be happy if I was rich but I don't a have strong enough will to work that hard, I'm depressed and have anxiety plus I am antisocial. I'm the trash of society. I believe life is not going to get better so I might as well just go to sleep forever.
I do feel sad that so many people are feeling like this though. But I also can't stop thinking about how ctbing is a way out of this shit hole and in a way it's positive