im going in circles. The same process of fantastic highs followed by crippling lows. I just cannot, for the life of me, stop breaking my own heart. I think I've come to accept that she'll never love me. It was an incredibly sad realization. Life is looking so bleak and colorless. I can't even sit next to her without wanting her in a crazy way. I will never be happy in our platonic relationship. Instead, I'm left disappointed, discouraged, heartbroken, and unfulfilled. I honestly regret having ever met her. My life was so much better before her.
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