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JayJay84
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- Aug 17, 2025
- 6
Well, i believe in a "higher force" than can drive situations and make things better or even worse. For some this is called God, others considers it to be a Universe Power, i just don't give it a name but feel that something exists.
Today, with this post, i would like to sarcastically thank this "force" for making my life more and more difficult and unworthy to live:
- thank you for not allowing me to meet real LOVE, making me meet unworthy people with whom I spent my best years
- thank you for making my former boyfriends happily living and leaving me in a constant state of unhappiness, like if they deserve much more than I do
- thank you for making me prematurely infertile, so that i cannot achieve anymore one of the best dreams of my file
- thank you for my anxiety and depression issues, that together with a vertigo disorder make my life even worse everyday
- thank you for considering me just like a pawn to move around as you wish
- thank you for making me pay today for all my past "mistakes" and bad choices, so that i was not happy yesterday nor i am today
I just want to tell this higher force that it is actually in its power to drive me crazy and devastate my life, but i am not willing to accept this treatment anymore.
So, may it just F**K O*F and keep doing what it wants, i won't be under its pressure for a long time no more!
I decided to quit this game! I decided to quit its game!
Today, with this post, i would like to sarcastically thank this "force" for making my life more and more difficult and unworthy to live:
- thank you for not allowing me to meet real LOVE, making me meet unworthy people with whom I spent my best years
- thank you for making my former boyfriends happily living and leaving me in a constant state of unhappiness, like if they deserve much more than I do
- thank you for making me prematurely infertile, so that i cannot achieve anymore one of the best dreams of my file
- thank you for my anxiety and depression issues, that together with a vertigo disorder make my life even worse everyday
- thank you for considering me just like a pawn to move around as you wish
- thank you for making me pay today for all my past "mistakes" and bad choices, so that i was not happy yesterday nor i am today
I just want to tell this higher force that it is actually in its power to drive me crazy and devastate my life, but i am not willing to accept this treatment anymore.
So, may it just F**K O*F and keep doing what it wants, i won't be under its pressure for a long time no more!
I decided to quit this game! I decided to quit its game!