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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Everyday is a struggle. I can't keep living like the burden I am . Im so fucking tired.

I feel absolutely horrible 24/7 and it's only getting worse.
 
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suicidal jirai

suicidal jirai

Hanged angel
May 23, 2025
29
I feel like I can't say much as I'm the same, it seems the moment things start looking to be getting even just a tiny bit better, the world and life comes crashing down on us again and again, I'm always here if you want to talk or vent or need any advice.
 
SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
It's getting worse for me as well, more aspects of my life become clearer to me and make me feel horrible. Everything is too much to take, to bear, to go through. It's quickly looking more pointless too.
 
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tshirt

Member
Mar 19, 2025
24
same boat. still terrified of death but i can't keep putting myself through this. im with yall
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Welcome to the club
 
turnoverover

turnoverover

消えかけた衛星信号
Oct 2, 2023
26
Me too. It's going downhill fast.
 
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Nadienobody

Member
Jan 2, 2025
32
Same, my situation is just getting worse, even after doing everything I can to recover.
 
diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
My mental health is also getting worse and worse each day. I feel terrible and all I can think of is CTB. God, why is it so hard?
 

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