Getting through the anxiety

[_Annihilation _]

So I've been close to ctb numerous times but once I'm at the threshold I get hit with this intense anxiety and I just can't commit. It sucks. Imagine being such a fucking failure that the one thing you crave so bad in this would you can't even succeed in. The pain is so immense.

Does anyone have any recommendations in terms of a way to lesson the anxiety? Anything helps.

 

[Zegers]

I don't know how to explain it technically, but benzos or alcohol minimise si

 

[befree]

Diazepam (Valium), Xanax, valerian tincture or Kava Kava root (capsules or pills with 100% root, no homeopathic remedy) could help reduce the anxiety.