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HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
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It's pretty minor so probably not, but let a guy dream yeah know?
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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Make sure he doesn't leave his watch in your rectum
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
That really would be a great way to go.

Unconscious, so no pain, no awareness. Just gone.

No judgement from my loved ones for taking my life into my own hands--they would be spared the extra pain of thinking they could have done something to stop me. Just an unfortunate accident.
 
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HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
125
That really would be a great way to go.

Unconscious, so no pain, no awareness. Just gone.

No judgement from my loved ones for taking my life into my own hands--they would be spared the extra pain of thinking they could have done something to stop me. Just an unfortunate accident.
Yeah propofol overdose would be a dream come true
 
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Kennish

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Aug 17, 2021
379
Had surgery last week. I thought of the exact same thing. But unfortunately I woke up again
 
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HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
125
Had surgery last week. I thought of the exact same thing. But unfortunately I woke up again
Yeah, woke up 30mins ago. Still kinda loopy from the meds, sucks. But this is probably the best I've felt for the past few months. Hard to feel suicidal when you can barely think. It'll be back soon though.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
I knew someone who never woke up from the anesthesia. Apparently it is more akin to medically induced coma than just sleeping. Scary thought.

I didn't find out until years later that the surgery was for cosmetic/aesthetic reasons and not medical. Strange since she was extremely beautiful already. I guess even if you are 8/10 you want to be 10/10 deep down.
 
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Kennish

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Aug 17, 2021
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I knew someone who never woke up from the anesthesia. Apparently it is more akin to medically induced coma than just sleeping. Scary thought.

I didn't find out until years later that the surgery was for cosmetic/aesthetic reasons and not medical. Strange since she was extremely beautiful already. I guess even if you are 8/10 you want to be 10/10 deep down.
The irony. Getting surgery to look better and be acknowledged and looked at. And then die during the process, never again to be looked at.

RIP
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I have never been under anaesthesia before. It is my ideal way to die, to be put to sleep, very peaceful. Hopefully I fall asleep and never wake again, but it is not realistic to expect that to happen.
 
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HiImPaul

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I have never been under anaesthesia before. It is my ideal way to die, to be put to sleep, very peaceful. Hopefully I fall asleep and never wake again, but it is not realistic to expect that to happen.
I've been put under a few times. It's the closest you can get to oblivion without actually dying. No dreaming, you're just awake one second, gone, then awake again (waking up is kinda weird tho cuz the meds have to wear off). Very peaceful would recommend.
 
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