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kenz00s

kenz00s

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May 16, 2025
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Hello everyone, now after reading the practical guide to suicide, I have come to the conclusion that the wrist method was the easiest and less messy way considering that I desire to be found at my home peacefully by my parents after some days of not returning the calls, now my problem is that I read that you should leave your hands in a bowl containing cold water for about an hour to reach numb effect then cut thru, knowing me I feel like it's gonna be quite impossible for me to even leave my hand there for one hour then CUT thru, what are some advices you would give me guys I really need to exist tho so pls no ted talks
 
roommate

roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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I don't know what practical guide you are reading, but cutting almost never works.
So I would advice you against it.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
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I don't know what practical guide you are reading, but cutting almost never works.
So I would advice you against it.
You gotta have insane amount of determination and guts in order to cut yourself to death. Lets not forget pain.
 
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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

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May 5, 2025
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Please don't cut, it almost never works and you will likely not be the exception. It is painful and, should you decide against ending things in the future, will leave scars that will most likely never go away.

There are far more peaceful and less painful options with the same intended outcome if you should so choose.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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kenz00s

kenz00s

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May 16, 2025
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Please don't cut, it almost never works and you will likely not be the exception. It is painful and, should you decide against ending things in the future, will leave scars that will most likely never go away.

There are far more peaceful and less painful options with the same intended outcome if you should so choose.
Can you please give me other options, like home suicide methods I really need to go asap
Thank you so much
I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
Thank you ! I Hope the same for you <3
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Suicide should not be something done in a rush and without careful planning. You risk a failed attempt and consequences. Take a look at this thread for some things that may work for you

 
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BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
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Can you please give me other options, like home suicide methods I really need to go asap
As the poster above me said, you should really consider this and planning is essential, this should not be done impulsively.

i don't believe in directly providing anyone with a method, there are plenty of resources on this forum if you so wish to find them. Please consider whether your actions are based on impulse though, you sound to be in a crisis situation and no good decision to exit will come from that
 
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kenz00s

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As the poster above me said, you should really consider this and planning is essential, this should not be done impulsively.

i don't believe in directly providing anyone with a method, there are plenty of resources on this forum if you so wish to find them. Please consider whether your actions are based on impulse though, you sound to be in a crisis situation and no good decision to exit will come from that
I believe that I am long gone, that my soul is gone I just wish my body would leave with it.
 
BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
I believe that I am long gone, that my soul is gone I just wish my body would leave with it.
You appear to be in an emotional state of mind, that's okay. You're not alone. Please consider that your emotional brain can't make this decision. You are free to exercise your own will but please consider that you should make these kind of irreversible decisions when you are of a more logical state of mind.

You have some interest in spirituality, in reference to your soul, yes? Maybe you can look into this more and it can offer you a sense of control.

Either way, please don't cut yourself honey, it will not offer you the peace you deserve. There are many other things you can do, I see that you have just joined today. Assuming you have not already, try browsing here for longer and perhaps interact with more folks on here for a while.
 
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kenz00s

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May 16, 2025
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You appear to be in an emotional state of mind, that's okay. You're not alone. Please consider that your emotional brain can't make this decision. You are free to exercise your own will but please consider that you should make these kind of irreversible decisions when you are of a more logical state of mind.

You have some interest in spirituality, in reference to your soul, yes? Maybe you can look into this more and it can offer you a sense of control.

Either way, please don't cut yourself honey, it will not offer you the peace you deserve. There are many other things you can do, I see that you have just joined today. Assuming you have not already, try browsing here for longer and perhaps interact with more folks on here for a while.
I reached out for help after reading your message, i am giving myself another chance to live, hope you have a wonderfull life
 
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BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
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I reached out for help after reading your message, i am giving myself another chance to live, hope you have a wonderfull life
I'm glad I was able to help you honey, please look after yourself <3
 
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roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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Were did you get the "the practical guide to suicide" from?
Just curious, because it sounds kind of dangerous, would be good to warn others about it if it is that bad.

Also I'm sorry about what you're going through, I wish you all the best.
 
kenz00s

kenz00s

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May 16, 2025
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Were did you get the "the practical guide to suicide" from?
Just curious, because it sounds kind of dangerous, would be good to warn others about it if it is that bad.

Also I'm sorry about what you're going through, I wish you all the best.
I found it on the suicide ressource thing, i don't think it's dangerous tho...
thank you for your btfl words <3
 
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