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powerofdap

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Isn't it cheaper to fly to a South American country and buy N rather than obtaining it from D?

~$1000 for two bottles seems a lot more than a plane ticket + going into a vet pharmacy. There's the added benefit of it not getting it stuck at customs because you can ctb in the hotel room.
 
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Isn't it cheaper to fly to a South American country and buy N rather than obtaining it from D?

~$1000 for two bottles seems a lot more than a plane ticket + going into a vet pharmacy. There's the added benefit of it not getting it stuck at customs because you can ctb in the hotel room.
Seems like some people are willing to pay the premium of not having to get it themselves.

Just as it is probably cheaper to buy whole ingredients and make a meal at home than order delivery.
 
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Seems like some people are willing to pay the premium of not having to get it themselves.

Just as it is probably cheaper to buy whole ingredients and make a meal at home than order delivery.
True.

I'm worried that even D might be the scam despite the positive reports. I don't wanna waste ~$1000 on something that might or might not come. I need to be certain that it will be with me. I really want to ctb as soon as possible.
 
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Isn't it cheaper to fly to a South American country and buy N rather than obtaining it from D?

~$1000 for two bottles seems a lot more than a plane ticket + going into a vet pharmacy. There's the added benefit of it not getting it stuck at customs because you can ctb in the hotel room.
Are you going to have your body flown back to wherever it is you came from? Or, will your family have your body flown back? You better add that cost onto everything, too.
 
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powerofdap

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Are you going to have your body flown back to wherever it is you came from? Or, will your family have your body flown back? You better add that cost onto everything, too.
What happens to my body is the least of my concern if I'm ctb. make a note for them to do whatever with it: Donate it to science, throw it in a river or ditch, feed animals with it... CTB is the main priority not what happens to some inanimate matter - my body.
What happens to my body is the least of my concern if I'm ctb. make a note for them to do whatever with it when they find the body: Donate it to science, throw it in a river or ditch, feed animals with it... CTB is the main priority not what happens to some inanimate matter - my body.
 
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CassieHoward

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True.

I'm worried that even D might be the scam despite the positive reports. I don't wanna waste ~$1000 on something that might or might not come. I need to be certain that it will be with me. I really want to ctb as soon as possible.
there isn't a single report of d scamming anyone

if you send the money, they send the product
 
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Isn't it cheaper to fly to a South American country and buy N rather than obtaining it from D?

~$1000 for two bottles seems a lot more than a plane ticket + going into a vet pharmacy. There's the added benefit of it not getting it stuck at customs because you can ctb in the hotel room.
What is D?
 
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True.

I'm worried that even D might be the scam despite the positive reports. I don't wanna waste ~$1000 on something that might or might not come. I need to be certain that it will be with me. I really want to ctb as soon as possible.
I'm also worried about D being a scam I have one email address and he replied, just unsure can't afford it. He also asked for a tel num but wouldn't wanna give that out
What is D?
But is it really that easy as to walk into a vet over there and ask for it? Wouldn't they wanna know what for? Etc
there isn't a single report of d scamming anyone

if you send the money, they send the product
Have you successfully ordered from D? Having same concerns
 
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What happens to my body is the least of my concern if I'm ctb. make a note for them to do whatever with it: Donate it to science, throw it in a river or ditch, feed animals with it... CTB is the main priority not what happens to some inanimate matter - my body.
Well, it won't be up to you what happens after you've gone. I doubt they want your body there. Someone will have to pay for it.
 
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I'm also worried about D being a scam I have one email address and he replied, just unsure can't afford it. He also asked for a tel num but wouldn't wanna give that out

But is it really that easy as to walk into a vet over there and ask for it? Wouldn't they wanna know what for? Etc

Have you successfully ordered from D? Having same concerns
According to the PPeH it's not that difficult to obtain in certain countries in South America.
Well, it won't be up to you what happens after you've gone. I doubt they want your body there. Someone will have to pay for it.
What if there's no one to pay for it? And they just see a body. I doubt they'd just leave the body there. Authorities would dispose of it somehow and that is not of my concern. Like you said, it wont be up to me for what happens after I'm gone, so why should I even consider caring about that.
there isn't a single report of d scamming anyone

if you send the money, they send the product
True but, >$1000 on something that could get stopped at customs, get my house searched or other plausible scenarios where it would not reach me seems too much of a risk if I'm honestly trying to CTB. It's not cheap.

Compared to: A flight to Mexico or Peru + hotel for a few nights and purchasing from one of the many places detailed in the PPeH with greater certainty of actually acquiring N to seriously CTB.
 
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True but, >$1000 on something that could get stopped at customs, get my house searched or other plausible scenarios where it would not reach me seems too much of a risk if I'm honestly trying to CTB. It's not cheap.

Compared to: A flight to Mexico or Peru + hotel for a few nights and purchasing from one of the many places detailed in the PPeH with greater certainty of actually acquiring N to seriously CTB.
there's a reason so few people go this route, but of course it's entirely possible to pursue it this way. i'd advise you to consider it carefully because it isn't going to be as straightforward as you make it out to be
 
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