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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
552
I have a real bone to pick with bitches on this forum that like to downplay and dismiss the suicidal ideations of members while being the same jackasses to look for, discuss, and even practice CTB methods their damn selves.

"I dont think you will even kill yourselves youre just coping." As if there arent members who have CTB on this fucking site before.

"None of you have suffered as much as you think you have. You're all too young to be considering yourselves depressed " BLAH BLAH BLAH SHUT UP HOE!

If you do this bullshit, and I dont fucking care what the reason for you doing it is……you are a hypocrite and I don't fucking respect you. You're just a asshole trying to implement bullshit survivorship bias while not having a damn thing to survive from.

If this doesn't apply, then let it fly………..
If it does apply, then yea Im calling you out and you ain't gonna check me about it.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Widower
Aug 5, 2024
360
Smfh that people are living on some imaginary high ground on a suicide forum of all places, I personally haven't seen this happen yet, but of all the sub-forums here, I tend to browse the suicide discussion sub-forum the least.

If you wanna pretend to be better than people for contrived reasons that only matter to you, then Reddit is down the hall and to the left.
Reddit down the hall and to the left
 
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Spelldungeon

Spelldungeon

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May 16, 2026
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Are there truly just people scrolling on a suicide forum just to jest?? I almost envy them, but also, fuck them
 
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Spelldungeon

Spelldungeon

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May 16, 2026
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Envy what? not wanting suicide or being a bitch without consequences?. Purely asking and not a sarcastic question.
Envy going on this site not to ctb but just to snarkpost.

So yes basically not wanting to actually commit suicide, just on here for the hell of being on a forum. Being better than the other users. I wish i was on here because i found the whole thing stupid. But instead i am actually looking to die.
 
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Front Back

Student
Apr 27, 2026
181
Envy going on this site not to ctb but just to snarkpost.

So yes basically not wanting to actually commit suicide, just on here for the hell of being on a forum. Being better than the other users. I wish i was on here because i found the whole thing stupid. But instead i am actually looking to die.
I honestly just have fun doing research about CTB &reading other venting makes me less want to CTB.
 
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sweetdecadance77

sweetdecadance77

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Apr 15, 2026
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idek if elitism is the correct word for it, but a lot of ppl act like theyre the REAL suicidal person with NOTHING TO LOSE and a REAL PLAN, while everyone else is "just depressed" and will end up in a psych ward because they owo overdosed. i dont like that the thought even reaches somebodies head when they hear that another is suicidal, but why would they listen to it and challenge a person on it ? but yes, i agree with everything you said. pisses me off as well.
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
FUCK THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT!
 
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starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
552
idek if elitism is the correct word for it, but a lot of ppl act like theyre the REAL suicidal person with NOTHING TO LOSE and a REAL PLAN, while everyone else is "just depressed" and will end up in a psych ward because they owo overdosed. i dont like that the thought even reaches somebodies head when they hear that another is suicidal, but why would they listen to it and challenge a person on it ? but yes, i agree with everything you said. pisses me off as well.
wanna be a pro-lifer towards others suicidal ideations, but want everyone to take their suicidal desires seriously. Like wtf ???
 
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eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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idek if elitism is the correct word for it, but a lot of ppl act like theyre the REAL suicidal person with NOTHING TO LOSE and a REAL PLAN, while everyone else is "just depressed" and will end up in a psych ward because they owo overdosed. i dont like that the thought even reaches somebodies head when they hear that another is suicidal, but why would they listen to it and challenge a person on it ? but yes, i agree with everything you said. pisses me off as well.

it's so easy to find posters with this chud mindset of like "ohhh i'm the real one, i'm doing it for real unlike you other guys!" like relax. no one's winning in this situation we're either going to kill ourselves or keep living. it's kind of depressing seeing comments or posts complaining about how someone wants to die and needs methods immediately and gets super irritated when they can't find an immediate method. the partner's thread is probably the most depressing part of the forum for me because you just see a million reposts on it half the time. i don't think that there'll ever be able to tell whether someone "actually" wants to commit suicide or is just saying it without meaning it. it can change at any time.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
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idek if elitism is the correct word for it, but a lot of ppl act like theyre the REAL suicidal person with NOTHING TO LOSE and a REAL PLAN, while everyone else is "just depressed" and will end up in a psych ward because they owo overdosed.

The way this is phrased made me laugh so much.
 

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