Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist to me is the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me in this existence so cruel and torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace, I just hope for this torturous, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake to be all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, non-existence solves everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable in this painful existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake and in this existence of torturous suffering that I'm always so tired of the peace of non-existence I'd just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and in this existence so torturous and futile non-existence is just all I see as positive, for me eternal sleep is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering that I just never would had chosen, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting for death and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, in this existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive and desirable.

Only non-existence will I finally be at peace from this torturous existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to never suffer ever again, non-existence is just all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous, for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, in this existence so cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible extreme cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible.
There truly is so much terrible extreme cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to cease existing painlessly than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, for me non-existence truly is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing truly is endless.
It truly is endless with existing beings tortured every second and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I could ever see as desirable in this existence of endless suffering.

Only in non-existence will I be safe from all cruelty, harm and suffering, for me ceasing to exist is just all I see as positive and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be free from all pain and suffering, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is preferable for me than suffering.
It truly is always preferable for me than suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist will just always be so terrible and dreadful to me.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer ever again, all I see as positive is the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and terrible rather all I want is peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence so torturous and terrible and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me eternal dreamless sleep is just the only peace from the suffering of this existence so dreadful and cruel that to me will just always be a mistake.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so dreadful that only ever harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, for me the only peace could ever lie in dreamless eternal, sleep where all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, cruel and painful existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to be gone truly is all I hope for.

In this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I want is true peace from the pain and suffering of this existence so undesirable that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hoping for all suffering to be prevented for me.
No matter what all I could hope is for all suffering to be prevented for me by ceasing to exist and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence so torturous and dreadful.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering and I suffer simply from existing, ceasing to exist solves everything for me in this existence that is just waiting to die anyway as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering again, all I hope is for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so torturous to me.
It truly will always be so tortuous to me and no matter what nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this terrible, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that to me is just waiting to die.

I'd never wish for the burden of existence and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all just causing all this pain and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so futile to exist.
I truly will always find it so futile to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this futile existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in this painful, futile existence.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable in this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me want to exist.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only relief for me and I just find it the most terrible, futile burden to exist.

All I want is to be free from all pain and suffering, I'd just never wish to exist and this existence should just never been imposed, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this existence so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence, I just want peace from the suffering of this torturous, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just hope for dreamless, eternal sleep, I just wish to be free from this existence so tortuous and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at true permanent peace from the abomination of this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most terrible, dreadful abomination to suffer in this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

It's just so cruel and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all causing all this suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot have a death like falling asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence where all is gone, forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me.

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, all I hope for is to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in this terrible torturous existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of cruelty and suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me the peace of non-existence is just all that's desirable, only in non-existence will I be free from the pain and suffering of this existence and I'll just always prefer to be permanently unconscious, I just want this painful existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and in this existence so painful and terrible only non-existence can bring me any relief, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I just want peace from this existence of cruelty and suffering that to me will just always be the most dreadful, futile mistake, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true permanent peace from this existence so dreadful and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so painful and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all that this existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of not being allowed to never suffer again.
There truly is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how the option to never suffer in this torturous, cruel, dreadful and futile existence is denied, I just always suffer so much as a result of existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where humans are forced to suffer and to exist truly does mean to suffer. I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this existence so painful and dreadful that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, denying the option to cease existing peacefully will always be the most terrible crime to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so cruel and harmful.
It truly is so cruel and harmful, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and torture in this painful existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, all that existence ever does is just cause all this harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so terrible to exist.
I really will always see it as so terrible to exist and all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain, cruelty and suffering, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

I just want to be free from the terrible suffering of existing, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one so terrible and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will just always feel like the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all I could wish for, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from the mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so torturous to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'd just never want to exist rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible cruel mistake that only ever harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is just so much torture in existing with existing beings in agony every second and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel, in this existence so terrible and futile non-existence is just the only peace for me.

All that existence ever does is just cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and all I want is to be free from the torture of existing, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, existence to me will always be the most dreadful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from this existence of torturous suffering.
To be permanently free from this existence of torturous suffering really is all I see as positive and desirable and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I'll just always and only hope to not exist, non-existence is just the only peace for me in this existence of dreadful suffering that I just never would had chosen, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing and never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this terrible torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and dreadful, in this existence of futile suffering non-existence is just the only relief, to exist will always mean to suffer.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, it's just so terrible how this existence of torturous suffering was even imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most cruel mistake to exist.
No matter what I'll just always see it as the most cruel mistake to exist and there's just so much cruelty, pain and suffering in this dreadful terrible existence, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to be free from all suffering.

To me existence will just always be a mistake and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, I truly am just always so tired of suffering and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence so torturous.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence so terrible and torturous and all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the most cruel mistake.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me, this existence never should had been imposed.