Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem.
It truly is always the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer in this terrible, torturous and cruel existence ever again, in this existence of futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this painful, cruel existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this existence so painful and cruel and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is true permanent peace, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of painful torturous suffering and I just wish and hope to be gone.

To be at true peace from all pain and suffering is all I could ever see as desirable, I just want to be free from all pain, suffering and cruelty and there's just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm in the first place and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence will just always be a mistake, all that existence ever causes is all this suffering and to exist really does mean to suffer, I always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in this existence so torturous and cruel and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, to me existence will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes all this torture and suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of cruelty and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this torturous existence, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so dreadful to me.
I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the dreadful, futile burden of existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortures existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless, I'll always find it dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for this existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is some peace.

I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to never suffer ever again with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace, denying peaceful death is just horrific extreme cruelty to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is deeply undesirable in every way.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this deeply undesirable existence.

For me only non-existence could ever be desirable and positive and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this torturous, cruel existence just never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this pain as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what no more suffering really is all I could hope for, I just want to be permanently free from the suffering and cruelty of this painful existence, all I want is no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, non-existence is just all I could wish for, I just want to be free from this existence of torturous suffering, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution and I wish I never existed more than anything, this existence should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is so much pain in existing, the suffering of this torturous, futile existence really is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from this terrible, painful existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and simply just existing is painful to me, existence to me will always just be a mistake that only ever causes all this cruelty and suffering, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

All I want is to never suffer again, I just want this torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more pain and no more suffering, I just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the most tortuous burden.
No matter what I'll always see it as the most torturous burden to exist, to exist really does mean to suffer and I just find it so terrible how this existence of torturous suffering was even imposed at all, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist.

In this existence of torturous suffering non-existence really is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer in this terrible, cruel existence ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, cruel and painful existence, for me existence is just always the most terrible mistake which is why non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence in every way, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so dreadful, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wanting to erase this torturous existence.
To erase this torturous existence really is all I hope for and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from this existence of torturous suffering and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want this torturous existence to be all gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this painful existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
I truly will always see this torturous existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to finally be at peace from the torture of this existence so cruel and futile, I just want this existence to be all gone and erased for me, all I hope for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, for me eternal sleep is just all that's desirable and positive.

Only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is to be gone, for me the only relief could lie in never suffering again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I see as positive and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous and terrible, all I want is to cease existing and never suffer again. Ceasing to exist for me is the positive solution to find peace from this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in this existence that just tortures and harms existing beings all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be free from this existence so painful and terrible, I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this terrible cruel existence will just always be a mistake to me.
I truly will just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from the mistake of existence.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and no longer burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so futile.
It truly is so futile, existing really is just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence. All I want is peace from the suffering of existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so futile, I could just never see a point to any of this, existing will always just be futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
No matter what this torturous, cruel existence should just never be imposed and it's so terrible how it was, all I want is to be free from this existence of torturous suffering, for me true perfection could only lie in never suffering at all.

All I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause way more suffering and torture in this existence so cruel and terrible, I'll just always see existence as a mistake, I just always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from the torture and cruelty of this dreadful deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as a mistake. Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to peacefully cease existing, non-existence is all I could ever hope for.