Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

All I see as desirable is never suffering again.
It truly is all I see as desirable, I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible, cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and as long as I exist I truly will just only hope and wish to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this existence truly is all I could hope and wish for and I just wish for peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, futile and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I find it so dreadful to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always find it so harmful to exist, all that existence does is bring suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is only suffering.
It truly is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this evil horrific world of endless suffering and cruelty, I suffer simply from existing and I'll just always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this deeply undesirable, futile existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the true peace and relief from suffering I search for, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep can bring me the peace and relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as just being unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence itself as the true problem as it's the cause of all pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
It truly is just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die as after all, all will eventually be gone and forgotten in non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel futile existence as only suffering, I just want some peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence and the suffering of existing really is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake finally all gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is the most dreadful abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in existing and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, painful existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and is the only peace for me, I just wish to be free from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
No matter what only the true peace of non-existence could ever be desirable for me and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I could ever hope and wish for is to be gone.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake is all gone and forgotten and I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to be permanently unconscious of the terrible mistake of existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be just suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, non-existence truly is all I see as positive.

I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll just always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much as to how much one can be tortured, existence truly could never be worth it to me, it just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, for me non-existence truly us the only peace and relief, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence really is the only peace for me and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence and I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is non-existence to bring me the relief I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I truly will always find it so terrible and dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I just find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence of torturous suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just only be at peace when I'm finally free from this dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to suffer.
I truly would just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just find it the most terrible, cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I wish and hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone from it all, existence is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve, I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence that just tortures existing beings and causes them to suffer all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem that just causes endless amounts of pain, suffering and cruelty, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never wake again.

Only non-existence can solve and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful and cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me.
It truly will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me and I wish for peace from all the pain and suffering, in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much pain, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, to never suffer again is just all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could see as desirable, I just hope and wish to erase this existence, only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

To me existence truly is an abomination and I wish for peace from it, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to be conscious burdened with this existence will always be so dreadful to me and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for true permanent peace from the dreadful abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, harmful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen.