Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so torturous and harmful.
It truly is, all that this torturous existence causes is suffering and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all that existence does is cause harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never exist again with all finally forgotten, for me non-existence is the solution, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this horrific world.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful, cruel existence.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's positive which is why I suffer so much from being enslaved in this horrific, dreadful world where humans do all they can to force and prolong the suffering of others, it's all so cruel and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to face the agony of old age, it's all so futile, all that existence is, is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so harmful to exist.
I really will always find it so harmful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all that existence does is just cause and bring endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd never wish for this harmful, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of the painful, cruel abomination of existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want to never suffer again.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much from how suicide is a crime.
I truly do always suffer so much from existing in this horrific dreadful world where suicide is a crime where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just all so cruel and horrific to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, all that anti-suicide does is just cause harm and suffering in this existence so painful and torturous, I really do always suffer so much from being imprisoned in this evil anti-suicide world where wanting true peace isn't allowed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
I truly do always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, painful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, no matter what I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from the mistake of existence, only non-existence bring me the relief I search for from the suffering and torture of this futile, cruel existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Being at true permanent peace from all pain and suffering is all I could ever hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing, no matter what I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence just always feels like a mistake to me, I see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd never wish for any of this suffering, to suffer in this cruel existence is just always a punishment to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to escape from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to not exist, non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is true permanent peace from it all, there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel, harmful and dreadful existence and I wish that this existence of unnecessary suffering was never imposed more than anything, all I want is peace from the abomination of existence, I just hope to be gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence and I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, existence is an abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, pain and suffering and all I want is peace from it all.

I just wish and hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish and hope to erase this cruel and dreadful existence of suffering all for the sake of it, only non-existence can solve everything for me, only non-existence can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of prolonging suffering.
I truly do see so much cruelty in how we exist in this terrible, dreadful reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, anti-suicide is just so dreadful and harmful to me, it just causes way more torture, pain and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what I'll always prefer to prevent suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more, to me existence truly is the most dreadful abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always find it the most horrific tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is a terrible, dreadful imposition.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful imposition and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

It truly is all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for the mistake of existence, for me existence could never be worth it, I just want peace, I just want to be permanently unconscious, this existence never should had been imposed, all this suffering could had been prevented by never existing at all which is so tragic to me, existence to me truly is always the problem.

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

Existence is a terrible, dreadful imposition.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful imposition and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

It truly is all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for the mistake of existence, for me existence could never be worth it, I just want peace, I just want to be permanently unconscious, this existence never should had been imposed, all this suffering could had been prevented by never existing at all which is so tragic to me, existence to me truly is always the problem.

I feel you. Sometimes I feel like the door to exit this world doesn't exist. I don't know why I feel like I can't enter through it. Everybody is leaving but I'm stuck here.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much because of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much because of the mistake of existence and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and dreadful, I just wish to be free from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, existence is just so evil to me, it's the source of all suffering and I'll just always see it as the most cruel burden to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just hope for this existence to be all erased.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

Existence is just so evil and harmful, all that existence does is cause endless amounts of suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish for any of this.
I truly would never wish for any of this and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and dreadful mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this.


I just see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result, existence is just always an abomination to me and all I see as desirable is never suffering ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel and dreadful.
It truly is just so cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just always find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and it feels like I've suffered for so long, the peace of non-existence truly is all I see as positive in this existence so cruel and dreadful, all that existence does is cause and bring endless amounts of pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be an abomination to me.
It truly is always the most dreadful, cruel abomination to me and I wish I never had to suffer in this existence, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I just always suffer so much as a result of this abomination, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence to me is just so evil, it just causes endless amounts of suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[davidtorez]

Existence will always be an abomination to me.
It truly is always the most dreadful, cruel abomination to me and I wish I never had to suffer in this existence, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I just always suffer so much as a result of this abomination, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence to me is just so evil, it just causes endless amounts of suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

I cant wait until I stop existing. Thats my greatest wish ever

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be free from all suffering.
I truly will only be free from all suffering in non-existence and I suffer simply from being conscious in this dreadful, torturous existence, if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way which is all I hope for.

Only in non-existence will I be safe from and at peace from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I just hope to be permanently unconscious, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence solves everything for me, all I see as desirable is never suffering again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever bring me peace.
It truly is the only peace for me in this existence so torturous that just causes endless amounts of suffering and no matter what all I could ever see as desirable is never suffering ever again, all I see as desirable is non-existence.

All I want is peace from this dreadful horrific world where there is all this endless suffering, to me existence will always be a mistake, I just want to be permanently unconscious of it all, I'll just only be at peace when all is gone and forgotten in non-existence, to suffer in this existence will always be so terrible to me, I see it as the most dreadful abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty, pain and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering, pain and cruelty in existing and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be gone and forgotten about, all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence will always be the problem, there's just so much evil in existence, no matter what the peace of non-existence is all I could see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful that I never would had wished for.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence, to exist is a punishment, all that existence does is cause so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering this existence causes is endless, it truly is all so cruel and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is true peace, only the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten is positive for me.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, existing will always be only pain and suffering to me and all I want is to never suffer again, the peace of non-existence truly is all I could ever see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive to me.
It truly is all that can be positive for me as after all only in non-existence will I be free from and at peace from all pain and suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long, to cease existing and never suffer again truly is always preferable for me.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is always the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten, I just want to erase this existence, I just hope to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer simply from being conscious.
I truly do suffer simply from being conscious and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is the peace of non-existence where all is gone, forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

To be conscious in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence truly is always an abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this existence was even imposed at all truly is always the most terrible tragedy to me, I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence that causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so deeply undesirable in every way.
I always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence in every single way and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I hope for is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence.

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish this existence was never imposed, I'd just never wish to exist, I just wish this existence that causes all this harm and suffering was never imposed more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible tragedy to me.
It truly is always the most terrible tragedy to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'll always prefer to not exist and for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so dreadful and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake.

I wish this existence was never imposed and it's so dreadful to me how it was, I'll always see existence as the most cruel mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all I want is to be free from this harmful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to me existence will always just feel like the most terrible cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, existence truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.