Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as positive, all I hope for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this futile existence as only suffering, only eternal sleep can ever bring me the peace from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the abomination of existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting for death to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is peace from it all, I just hope to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, to me existence will always feel like a mistake and it's one that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much unnecessary suffering.
It truly does cause so much unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful I just always saw as a mistake that causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like the most cruel terrible mistake to me.
It truly will always do and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone and forgotten, I just wish for no more suffering.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, futile and undesirable existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be gone and never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just always preferable for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish and hope for no more pain and no more suffering, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, only non-existence can bring me the relief I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be gone and forgotten in non-existence.
It truly will be which is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and futile existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to suffer rather I just wan all to be gone for me, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being permanently free from all suffering could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from the terrible, tragic abomination of existence and as long as I exist I really wish to be free from all the suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much pain and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence.

I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence.

It's all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the abomination of existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
To sleep permanently and finally be free from the cruel, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence is just all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of endless suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this unnecessary suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[Realgar]

I am sorry you are in so much pain and agony.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this futile existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this futile existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this deeply undesirable, painful and cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering.

I'll just always see it as so futile to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope and wish for is peace, to be at true permanent peace from this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence is just all I see as desirable.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again and there's just so much pain in existing, to suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me and I'd never wish for this painful, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this terrible, torturous existence, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only nonexistence can take away for me, I just want all to be gone for me, I'll always see existing as only suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, all I want is to never suffer again, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just hope for non-existence, all I want is to be free from the terrible, torturous and dreadful abomination of existence that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting for death.
It truly will always be waiting for death to me, I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so painful and undesirable that I never would had chosen that only eve brought me pain, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just always preferable to me than suffering.
It truly is always preferable to me than suffering and I wish I never had to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, all I hope for is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like a mistake to me.
It truly will always feel like the most terrible mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of futile, unnecessary suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from the mistake of existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see the mistake of existence as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all so cruel and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the relief of non-existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive in this dreadful horrific world where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I see as beautiful is non-existence.
It truly is all that's beautiful to me and it's just all I wish and hope for, I just want to be permanently unconscious with this dreadful, torturous and futile existence all gone and forgotten, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the evil of existence, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific world where the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible torturous existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to be enslaved in this existence so cruelly denied the option to never suffer again, all I see as beautiful is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace from the endless suffering, cruelty and torture of this harmful existence that just causes pain and suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is a punishment.
No matter what I really will always see it as a punishment to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered in this horrific, dreadful world more than anything, all that this evil existence does is cause harm and suffering and the amount of suffering this existence causes is endless, only non-existence is positive for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this harmful, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake causing and bringing so much suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the most terrible, cruel abomination.
It truly is the most terrible, cruel abomination and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence is the only peace, I only see beauty in an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering, all that existence does is cause endless amounts of pain and suffering, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, evil horrific world, all that existence does is cause endless amounts of pain, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is endless suffering.
It truly is just endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured which is why I only envy those who no longer suffer in this painful cruel existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, painful and terrible and all I want is peace from this abomination, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I only envy those who are permanently unconscious free from the terrible, dreadful burden of existence that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just hope for true peace from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to finally be at true permanent peace.