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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Never wishing for the suffering and torture of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake ever again and I'll just always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I truly will always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, in this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, painful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings and all I want is peace from it all, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel, dreadful and terrible I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, the fact that this existence was imposed is just always so terrible to me, I just wish to erase this existence that cause all this futile unnecessary suffering.
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
35
May you one day find peace, through whatever choice you make. Wishing you the very best, and sending virtual hugs đź«‚
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Existence is always just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm that just tortures existing beings and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from the torturous, futile abomination of existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this cruel existence and I'll always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so dreadful and terrible.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most dreadful abomination to me, I just wish and hope for peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Non-existence is all I could see as desirable and positive.
It truly is all that's desirable and positive for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous and painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want to erase this existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that only ever harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to erase this existence that just tortures those who are burdened with it, I want it to be like I never had to suffer at all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Never wishing for this dreadful existence.
I truly would never wish for this dreadful existence of torturous suffering rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just hope for non-existence where this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence is all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me existence is just always the problem, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake, this existence never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,111
Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, evil existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence, there really is so much evil in existing.

All that existence ever does is just cause pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all I want is peace from it all, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence that only ever causes suffering, I truly do suffer so much as a result of this evil existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, for me every second is torturous to be conscious in this existence.
 
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