Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so dreadful, cruel and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, in this existence so torturous and dreadful all I see as desirable is non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace from the abomination of existence and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me peace and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

All want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I'll just always see existence as the problem causing so much harm and torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just wish to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so dreadful, I wish I was never burdened with this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that just caused and brought so much cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so futile and cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an mistake to me.
It truly is always an abomination and a mistake to me and all I want is to be permanently free from it, I just hope and wish to never suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence ever again.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence all gone, I just want peacefully cease existing, I'd never wish for this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is true permanent peace.

I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible tragic mistake of existence, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of eternal sleep.