gender dysphoria ruins everything

[glad it’s night]

It makes me so depressed. It hurts on such a profound level.

Triggers are everywhere: seeing a stranger in public, hearing a voice on the radio, hell even a cartoon character.

I wish I could have been born in the right body, or with the right mind that won't think it's in the wrong body.

I feel bad for everyone with mental or physical conditions that hurt them and are beyond their control.

I'm glad some people can transition and be happy, but it's not for me. In my opinion it's not real. It just makes the person a feminized man or a masculinized woman. This is just my view, and I still support those who choose to transition.

I can have moments of happiness or pleasure. But they are small and infrequent. Overall there is depression, constantly, which so far has caused me to miss life's early milestones, and now I'm just sad, poor, lonely, and in pain.

I hate this. I am SO glad that death will come eventually, either hastened by my own hand or naturally.

Sorry for ranting, it just hurts so so so bad. It's like getting stabbed with a hot needle many times everyday.

 

[timetogo12345]

That's a really tough situation and a legitimate reason to feel suicidal. Wish you the best

 

[WorthlessTrash]

It makes me so depressed. It hurts on such a profound level.

Triggers are everywhere: seeing a stranger in public, hearing a voice on the radio, hell even a cartoon character.

I wish I could have been born in the right body, or with the right mind that won't think it's in the wrong body.

I feel bad for everyone with mental or physical conditions that hurt them and are beyond their control.

I'm glad some people can transition and be happy, but it's not for me. In my opinion it's not real. It just makes the person a feminized man or a masculinized woman. This is just my view, and I still support those who choose to transition.

I can have moments of happiness or pleasure. But they are small and infrequent. Overall there is depression, constantly, which so far has caused me to miss life's early milestones, and now I'm just sad, poor, lonely, and in pain.

I hate this. I am SO glad that death will come eventually, either hastened by my own hand or naturally.

Sorry for ranting, it just hurts so so so bad. It's like getting stabbed with a hot needle many times everyday.

You are almost exactly similar to me, except I'm beyond the point of being able to find pleasure and happiness. Now I am just very numb.

I am very sorry you're going through this :(

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, it must be so devastating and painful what you are going through. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Enoughnow]

It makes me so depressed. It hurts on such a profound level.

Triggers are everywhere: seeing a stranger in public, hearing a voice on the radio, hell even a cartoon character.

I wish I could have been born in the right body, or with the right mind that won't think it's in the wrong body.

I feel bad for everyone with mental or physical conditions that hurt them and are beyond their control.

I'm glad some people can transition and be happy, but it's not for me. In my opinion it's not real. It just makes the person a feminized man or a masculinized woman. This is just my view, and I still support those who choose to transition.

I can have moments of happiness or pleasure. But they are small and infrequent. Overall there is depression, constantly, which so far has caused me to miss life's early milestones, and now I'm just sad, poor, lonely, and in pain.

I hate this. I am SO glad that death will come eventually, either hastened by my own hand or naturally.

Sorry for ranting, it just hurts so so so bad. It's like getting stabbed with a hot needle many times everyday.

Aww hunky is there no lgbt organisations near you that can help at all I'm apart of the community myself although I'm not trans and I know that experience is alot different there must be people who've come through what you're going through that can help have a look what's in your area
P.s if you need anyone to talk to you can message me I don't understand your exact experiences but I'm always here to listen x

 

[magicalsarcoma]

I was worried that my body was not perfect in my opinion externally
Once upon a time, the following reflections helped me stop giving a fuck about it:
No bodies are perfect. Their external component is generally the last thing, probably, that you should worry about. You especially begin to realize this when you start having health problems, against which you simply do not have time to think about your appearance
Of course, appearance affects how others perceive you, what cultural attitudes they begin to recall etc. But people are so different..... The experiences of different people are so different that it is never possible, i suppose, to give people exactly the impression you want. And are people worth such attention at all
But i don't know how much this applies to gender dysphoria. Anyway wish you the best

 

[Enoughnow]

Aww hunky is there no lgbt organisations near you that can help at all I'm apart of the community myself although I'm not trans and I know that experience is alot different there must be people who've come through what you're going through that can help have a look what's in your area
P.s if you need anyone to talk to you can message me I don't understand your exact experiences but I'm always here to listen x

Sorry just wanted to clear up that was supposed to say hunny not hunky damn phone lol