Dusk till dawn
Experienced
- Sep 7, 2018
- 234
My life doesn't have much value to me anymore, i put myself in situations where it's very easy for things to go horribly wrong, such as waiting in the traffic to see if a car will hit me, being in a high building where any lack of attention to my movements would make me fall from 10 meters, i don't care what happens to me anymore, maybe a car will hit me and i'll crash and burn, maybe i'll fall from a high building, honestly, it would be a relief, i don't see any value in my life and i stopped trying to preserve or better my life a long time ago, i find myself holding a knife and daring myself to stab myself in my stomach to lose blood so that i can die faster, i hope one day something will go wrong and ill crash in a accident, i've been gambling with death recently, is there anyone else doing very risky stuff as a way to gamble with death?
