g receptors + Nembutal

[reallyneedhelpplz]

I have taken hundreds of Benzos in the last couple of weeks. It has lowered my SI to the point where I cut myself with a K-Bar yesterday to self harm to know what it feels like, and honestly I didn't even flinch. I wanted to write something in blood.


I have N for the best part of a year. I am ready to go soon. I need to know how badly will the GABA receptors be messed with

a) will I need longer in preperation to not be found
b) will it take longer for me to pass out
c) Will I need extra bottle (I have 2) from last year

I have taken thousands of benzos in the last few months but realisticlally I am taking extremely heavy doses daily.
Also I am a heavy drinker and will plan to drink at least 2 bottles of vodka in the 5 days prior to dying.

What do I do. Any advise would be helpful. (Peaceful pills section on GABA receptors really scared me) I thought i would read again after a year away from feeling 'better'.


Well I come to conclusion I am not better I have just been really high on Benzos for the last year.. lol

 

[Sunset Limited]

Even pentobarbital addicts died as a result of accidental OD with a dose of around 2 grams. Cross-tolerance caused by other GABA-A receptor agonists may increase the dose of pentobarbital required for sedation, but it will not make you immortal. The average person's chance of survival with 7 grams of pentobarbital is negligible. Prolonged coma for a cross-tolerant drug addict? Maybe. For this, you can consider the option of 2 bottles.

 

[reallyneedhelpplz]

Even pentobarbital addicts died as a result of accidental OD with a dose of around 2 grams. Cross-tolerance caused by other GABA-A receptor agonists may increase the dose of pentobarbital required for sedation, but it will not make you immortal. The average person's chance of survival with 7 grams of pentobarbital is negligible. Prolonged coma for a cross-tolerant drug addict? Maybe. For this, you can consider the option of 2 bottles.

Thank you so much for your reassurance. I was really overthinking this. It's funny how your mind can play tricks on you. This stuff should be enough to take down a horse, legitiamtely yet you can work yourself up into a frenzee. Thank you!

 

[Tortured Existence]

I have taken hundreds of Benzos in the last couple of weeks. It has lowered my SI to the point where I cut myself with a K-Bar yesterday to self harm to know what it feels like, and honestly I didn't even flinch. I wanted to write something in blood.


I have N for the best part of a year. I am ready to go soon. I need to know how badly will the GABA receptors be messed with

a) will I need longer in preperation to not be found
b) will it take longer for me to pass out
c) Will I need extra bottle (I have 2) from last year

I have taken thousands of benzos in the last few months but realisticlally I am taking extremely heavy doses daily.
Also I am a heavy drinker and will plan to drink at least 2 bottles of vodka in the 5 days prior to dying.

What do I do. Any advise would be helpful. (Peaceful pills section on GABA receptors really scared me) I thought i would read again after a year away from feeling 'better'.


Well I come to conclusion I am not better I have just been really high on Benzos for the last year.. lol

Do you mean the part in the PPeH under "How Barbiturates Work?" I'm a long-time benzo user, too, but not an abuser. I've had discussions with various people, some of whom are as concerned as I am. What @Sunset Limited said makes perfect sense. It's also what Dignitas has said. I just wish there was a study somewhere.