Full suspension failure?

[CaramelDragon]

I am so afraid of failing. Does anyone have experience failing full/complete suspension?

I'm going for 12mm climbing rope which can hold 3000 lbs, tree branch which holds my weight, snuggle hitch and slip knot/simple noose at top of neck.

I know we can't encourage, but just wanting to know if that sounds good for success?

 

[UnravelingWinter]

It sounds like it would work, but there will always be a risk of failure with any suicide method, no matter how well we prepare. If it fails, you could be struggling for up to 20 minutes before losing consciousness, so it may be best to combine it with another method. Someone in another thread suggested putting a plastic bag over your head secured with a rubber band before dropping for full suspension. I guess that way it would only be 3-4 minutes of suffering in case of failure instead of 15-20.

 

[CaramelDragon]

It sounds like it would work, but there will always be a risk of failure with any suicide method, no matter how well we prepare. If it fails, you could be struggling for up to 20 minutes before losing consciousness, so it may be best to combine it with another method. Someone in another thread suggested putting a plastic bag over your head secured with a rubber band before dropping for full suspension. I guess that way it would only be 3-4 minutes of suffering in case of failure instead of 15-20.

Thank you for taking the time to share. I don't think I will be disturbed and my step ladder is already hidden in the forest. I may zip tie my hands. I can't do the plastic bag, I'm afraid to suffocate in that way. I think (and I know from past attempts at other methods that SI is strong) but during the struggle I aim to think about there being no chance for me to ever be happy and it is a short amount of pain compared to months/years. I hope SI doesn't kick in. I thought I could jump but I couldn't. This is it.

 

[RegretedFeeling]

Shit I don't want to fuck it up…. Even if you fuck it up…. Will I still die eventually?