Venting Fucked off my ass and idk anymore tbh...

[Kevin_theFrog]

I just drank some wine and am completely fucked rn. Not drunk tho for some weird reason, since I know I can't handle my alcohol AT ALL. Tho I know that if I'll get up I'll lose balance anyway hahaha...
Life's been fun, tho I know i completely fucked that up already. I know I won't make it this year when taking bout school, I should've killed myself when I felt was the right time, which would've been about 2/three times by now? Haha...

 

[TheRaul95]

Thinking sometimes were perfect times to CTB. But hope is keeping life alive...

 

[Kevin_theFrog]

Thinking sometimes were perfect times to CTB. But hope is keeping life alive...

Honestly... I hate when ppl manage to snap you out of that trance of certainty, it kills the mood u were in and doesn't make the decision harder or easier. it just prolongs it tbh.

When my friend interrupted me (w/o her knowing what she did at the time) I was angry w her for a long while. Rlly pissed me off how she just butted in like that when it felt like the exact right moment....she wasn't even physically there for starters haha..

 

[NoPlaceForme]

I'm gonna make sure I say goodnight in 2 days so I don't have a chance to feel false hope and get crushed again