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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO PARTIAL HANGING RIGHT? I HAVE ATTEMPTED OVER TEN TIMES AND I'M TIRED OF FAILING. I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS EXISTENCE.
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,186
Its trial and error. KEEP GOING TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
I'm clearly doing something wrong and I'm losing my fucking patience.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I have never attempted hanging, hanging sounds like an awful way to leave this world, I have a fear of it going wrong. I understand the feeling of desperation. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
Sorry to hear that. Why not find another method? Hanging, while popular, is not the only way out.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,111
Sorry to hear that. Why not find another method? Hanging, while popular, is not the only way out.
This person is in a care home, so there are some 'situational' limitations.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO PARTIAL HANGING RIGHT? I HAVE ATTEMPTED OVER TEN TIMES AND I'M TIRED OF FAILING. I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS EXISTENCE.
It's near impossible to do right. You can literally turn over whilst unconscious and wind up with a nice bruise on your neck. Please stop attempting this method. Eventaully the bruises will show enough to raise people's suspicions.
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
It's near impossible to do right. You can literally turn over whilst unconscious and wind up with a nice bruise on your neck. Please stop attempting this method. Eventaully the bruises will show enough to raise people's suspicions.
They already know I've tried to hang myself multiple times, and I have a nice red mark on my neck from yesterdays attempt lol

I almost succeeded yesterday but it hurt a lot
 
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plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO PARTIAL HANGING RIGHT? I HAVE ATTEMPTED OVER TEN TIMES AND I'M TIRED OF FAILING. I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS EXISTENCE.
You must overcome the survival instinct, give it a bit, I've tried too and failed but it's possible, SI got me but leave it a while to see where you are at. When hopeless and helplessness worthlessness apppears, it may push you over. I'm waiting for that, have my plan, it's full and I cannot fail
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
You must overcome the survival instinct, give it a bit, I've tried too and failed but it's possible, SI got me but leave it a while to see where you are at. When hopeless and helplessness worthlessness apppears, it may push you over. I'm waiting for that, have my plan, it's full and I cannot fail
I feel like I've already overcome it but I tried hanging yesterday (for like the 12th time) and it freaking hurts man
 
plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
I feel like I've already overcome it but I tried hanging yesterday (for like the 12th time) and it freaking hurts man
It's when you have nothing left, if you feel that then good luck but something is holding you. It's painful and then peace but if doubting, take time, I'm waiting till I'm totally pushed.
 

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