FUCK EVERYONE WHO SAYS TO ASK FOR HELP

[kunikuzushi]

MY PARTNER - SAID he'll always be here to help me and to always ask. nah. he gets so fucking mad at me today and says "not my problem" "i dont care" "shut up"

my best friend - tells me to just go to the hospital so i dont kill myself. and is so annoyed listening to me and says he doesnt know what i want

the stupid fucking crisis line - fucking tells me to watch youtube or listen to music and i keep saying im in so much pain and they say they'll let me go so i can have some time alone because i have good options to take care of myself. NO I DONT

FUCK EVERYONE I DESPISE EVERYONE WHO SAYS ASK FOR HELP

MY STUPID FUCKING THERAPIST - KICKED ME OUT OF THERAPY BEFORE AND NOW WONT SEE ME TIL THE 30TH

I HATE EVERYONE WHO EVER SAYS THEYLL HELP.

MY PARTNER PROMISED HE WOULD HELP ME AND TOLD ME TO SHUT UP WHEN I SAID PLEASE HELP ME


EVERYONE BETRAYS ME. ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME. DONT TRUST ANYONE


OH MY GOD ITS TIME TO DIE IM SO SICK OF THIS PAIN AND PEOPLE SAYING TO ASK FOR HELP AND THEN BETRAYING ME

 

[Passenger4224]

MY PARTNER - SAID he'll always be here to help me and to always ask. nah. he gets so fucking mad at me today and says "not my problem" "i dont care" "shut up"

my best friend - tells me to just go to the hospital so i dont kill myself. and is so annoyed listening to me and says he doesnt know what i want

the stupid fucking crisis line - fucking tells me to watch youtube or listen to music and i keep saying im in so much pain and they say they'll let me go so i can have some time alone because i have good options to take care of myself. NO I DONT

FUCK EVERYONE I DESPISE EVERYONE WHO SAYS ASK FOR HELP

MY STUPID FUCKING THERAPIST - KICKED ME OUT OF THERAPY BEFORE AND NOW WONT SEE ME TIL THE 30TH

I HATE EVERYONE WHO EVER SAYS THEYLL HELP.

MY PARTNER PROMISED HE WOULD HELP ME AND TOLD ME TO SHUT UP WHEN I SAID PLEASE HELP ME
EVERYONE BETRAYS ME. ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME. DONT TRUST ANYONE



EVERYONE BETRAYS ME. ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME. DONT TRUST ANYONE


OH MY GOD ITS TIME TO DIE IM SO SICK OF THIS PAIN AND PEOPLE SAYING TO ASK FOR HELP AND THEN BETRAYING ME

People tell me all the time "I'm here for you" but it's all BS. They will insist and swear by it, but the truth is, we're in this by ourselves. It's a terrifying realization.

I had a few friends concerned about me when I went to the hospital, and they sometimes asked me how I was doing, so I told them what they wanted to hear: "Fantastic!"

 

[Kokonoe]

People tell me all the time "I'm here for you" but it's all BS. They will insist and swear by it, but the truth is, we're in this by ourselves. It's a terrifying realization.

it's true. people just want to feel good about themselves thinking they're doing the right thing or something. but when you actually need the support they promise they will never be there.
sis says she's here for me all the time. out of all the time she's been in my life, she's actually been there for me only twice. every other time i've been ignored and left to suffer whenever i reached out to her for help. and then when i say she's not there for me, she gets mad, gets upset with me, and repeats the same two times she's been there over years as "proof". ignoring the countless times she's failed me and never been there for me when i did need her...

 

[TheHangman]

Infuriating! And all too familiar. As noted above, people say they will "be there" but never are. Mostly I think they're trying to make themselves feel better. Ignored them as best you can.

 

[boyafraid]

Sorry you're going through all of this

It's the worst feeling when the people you counted on just give up on you ):

As other comments have said, people will say things like "I'm here if you need me" usually don't live up to it ):

The one that was always there for me is my friend. She also struggles with mental health so she understands what it's like.

 

[eggsausagerice]

it feels like the worse my life gets the more no one cares at all. i feel almost glad i don't have a partner because i know they wouldn't be able to understand what being suicidal is like. explaining my problems to anyone feels completely pointless and like i'm talking to a wall. i want to give up completely and drop contact with anyone because it feels like i'm going to need to keep lying about being happy so that people accept me.

 

[caramelpudding]

Sorry you have to feel this way.
It usually be like that even when the closest one can gave up on you. I've come to realization that at the end of the day it's only you that can only help yourself.
Others may too but don't put too much hope on them.
Still sorry that you have to go through this. Hugs

 

[Yurak Hunt]

My partner said she would always support me. Then she left me.