Venting Fuck again

[letied]

Yesterday I could not do it because my fear of failure appeared and now my bladder hurts a lot (fuck kidney stones). I can't fucking move, the pain paralyzes me from the bladder down.

I don't have enough home alone time now. FUCK, I DON'T WANT TO WAIT UNTIL IT'S WEDNESDAY TO BE ALONE.

Why do I have to be so unlucky? I hate this shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is very horrible and unfair. It sounds frustrating what you are going through. We should be able to die peacefully at a time of our own choosing. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.