Dizzy_Dreams
I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
- Jun 25, 2020
- 297
I am not a good person.
My mental health is too much.
I'm too much.
Life is painful and annoying.
I fit in nowhere.
My boyfriends dad convinced him to leave me on my own because of my metal health issues. He said I have to function better to get able to be with him.
I have no education, dealt with isolation as a kid, have had an unstable family. And I am also unstable.
I don't want to live but I'm very fearful of hell and what's on the other side of life for me entirely.
I just wanted to be with my boyfriend forever.
My mental health is too much.
I'm too much.
Life is painful and annoying.
I fit in nowhere.
My boyfriends dad convinced him to leave me on my own because of my metal health issues. He said I have to function better to get able to be with him.
I have no education, dealt with isolation as a kid, have had an unstable family. And I am also unstable.
I don't want to live but I'm very fearful of hell and what's on the other side of life for me entirely.
I just wanted to be with my boyfriend forever.
