Fricking weather

[wrybuzzard]

Urgh...this is ridiculous.
We have severe weather warnings in place for some of the UK. They've just upped it to Red in our area, and my wife has just had a call to say her work is shut and to work from home.
Some of the drugs I've ordered is being delivered this morning, so I'm going to have to try and get to that and make an excuse of what I've ordered.
Further prep will have to be delayed. Plus at the moment I'm finding everything irritating, the idea of another day together makes me want to tear my hair out.

 

[waitingforrest]

I hate the feeling of wanting to ctb, but having to wait for it. Even waiting for a day makes me want to just think about stabbing myself. Sorry if it got a bit graphic.

Some times I attempt, other times I just set it up. I find that planning my ctb is calming, it is comforting to know that I can just leave whenever I want to.

It's not easy to wait on your plans, but try not to impulsively attempt methods without research. I would really hate for you to end up in a worse situation.

 

[wrybuzzard]

Yes, I definitely get what you're saying.

I'm trying not to be impulsive. I'm also worried that there's a much bigger risk of being found out now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would be frustrated. I do wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and people could ctb in peace without all the secrecy. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much and cannot take anymore. I wish you the best in whatever happens.