Venting For my friend, im better off dead....

[Life_and_Death]

So it just occured to me that for my friends sake im probably better off dead.
I know he wont argee with me but it makes sense.
If im dead, he wont have to worry about me anymore. No more cutting. No more drinking. No more smoking up. No more stupid shit. He wont have to listen to me and all my problems anymore. He could get a gf without worrying about me.
Im nothing but problems for him, i dont know why he keeps me around.
I understand you.....i just feel that im the worse option.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I feel you. It's hard, but try all options before that. At least no regrets...

 

[Life_and_Death]

I feel you. It's hard, but try all options before that. At least no regrets...

ive been trying to fix myself for years.

So it just occured to me that for my friends sake im probably better off dead.
I know he wont argee with me but it makes sense.
If im dead, he wont have to worry about me anymore. No more cutting. No more drinking. No more smoking up. No more stupid shit. He wont have to listen to me and all my problems anymore. He could get a gf without worrying about me.
Im nothing but problems for him, i dont know why he keeps me around.
I understand you.....i just feel that im the worse option.

i put weed before my meds, wtf is wrong with me. i literally just thought to myself "i dont want to remind my husband about my meds plus with weed being so expensive"