Venting For my confessions.

[Dreaming In Aconite]

I'm dying and that's okay.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

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I didn't even want the love, I just wanted to be understood and choose understanding for others.
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It wasn't even so much so wanting a great life. I know I'm not owed that. Yet, a life of actual purpose would have done right.

I barely understand myself for woe.
Yet, I'm dying so it's going to be okay.

It really will be.
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Ive loved the friendship so much in this life. It was my favorite part of being alive.


But even with that said, I'm better off going to nowhere.
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I need to check the mail. I hardly believe it but I can't believe there really will be a final time to check the mail. I don't know if today's the last mail day.

Updates impending, I guess.
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Let's check the cards today.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

I will succeed. Just one last mailbox check and I'm done for.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

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The cards state to be vigilant. The goal within reach, but I must be sure beforehand.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

Ha! Oh my God ah ah! Ha!
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It's such an amazing morning. It's going to such an elative week. It's okay. I'm dying and that's okay.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

This is going too smoothly. Happy New Year to my family until the end of time!
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I told Bear, Yazmiin and Sam about what I'm clearing apart. I'm so selfish but satisfied. I'm dying leaving tears but I need them to know I cared.

They need to know I would love them for lifetimes more if I could. I'm not sorry for myself. I'm not sorry for I am doing and have done.

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The best part of this year was learning for the first time all over again, why I chose understanding every time between love and indifference.
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I'm dying and that's okay.
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[Dreaming In Aconite]

I'll miss this world for us.

 

[Dreaming In Aconite]

I hope I'm brave enough for this.