Flicker of SI

[wrybuzzard]

OK, so I have everything planned to ctb on the 28th. Just some very minor things to do.
No one around me knows anything, but this evening I had a flicker of an urge to tell someone. Stupid SI.
So I'm putting it here instead. I have to do this, I can't go on.
Just 9 days to get through.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I believe that it is the right thing to not tell the others around you. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[calathea]

What made you have that urge? Is there something you still need to address? No need to hurry, if you have your plan it can probably be adjusted for a later date if needed