First post and old thought

[SBC]

Hello this is my first post and I would like to write them a bit about me. I grew up in a small town. Because of my illness I was always alone and I had no friends. Many years of lonely life made me severely depressed. Every day is the same. When I go to the city, every time I think people hate me because I am like this. Why is this world unfair? Why is life a struggle WHY? Some time ago my plan was an SBC. My biggest fear was I could stay severely disabled forever. If I am not fatally injured I might have to go to prison for a long time. That would be a nightmare for me! Therefore, I will not do that! I would like to have friendly and respectful conversations here.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is so awful and cruel and I'm sorry that you are going through this. To me, life just seems to be meaningless suffering, we experience so much pain just for the sake of it. No one should have to resort to painful and risky suicide methods, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.

 

[Kismet]

Hey, so sorry you're going through a hard time and have been going through one. I'm not sure what is sbc, but it sounds like other people could get hurt or maybe other variables that are hard to control? I looked it up but there's a lot of sbc results.

For the majority of people, life isn't fair. There's not any fair, there just is what is. I'm certain if I look deeply at your life and compare it to mine, we wold both find things that would be eye opening of sorts.

What kind of a small town did you grow up in? I also grew up in a small town down South and now live in a big city. Small towns are difficult for people that don't fit in.

I often wonder why there's so much imbalance in the world. The value we put on money and how hard it us without a certain amount and why some people have so much for example. I also wonder what it's like to be a normie and have friends to talk to, have a significant other, enjoy life, be fulfilled, not depends on drugs just to get through the day, etc

Whatever you decide and whatever is your next move, I hope you are able to find the peace you're looking for.

 

[SBC]

Suicide by cop https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_by_cop