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scentoflavender

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Mar 16, 2026
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finally got the courage to trash my blades ive been using to cut with for over a year now a few days ago, after i nearly slit my vein in my wrist during an episode, I lost a lot of blood. im proud of myself for finally making this step but god its been really hard the urges are so bad... i guess i just wanted to post this to share
 
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NihilDoll

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Apr 11, 2026
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That's fantastic!
The first step is often the most difficult one, you have all the reasons to be proud of yourself! :heart:
I wish you all the best on your new path and stay strong! The road may be bumpy sometimes, but you managed this, you'll manage the rest as well! You got this!
 
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scentoflavender

sleepy
Mar 16, 2026
29
That's fantastic!
The first step is often the most difficult one, you have all the reasons to be proud of yourself! :heart:
I wish you all the best on your new path and stay strong! The road may be bumpy sometimes, but you managed this, you'll manage the rest as well! You got this!
thank youuuu sm, its been really tough but im going to keep trying to push on
 
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Yuri440

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Jun 3, 2023
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The urges can be brutal can't they! I struggled with mine for a time, they are horrible. You've got this though, you are smashing it! I know for me, doing something else when I get the urge helps to make a routine of it. I am autistic though so maybe that's why it works haha. Like each time I get the urge, I'll take a shower, usually a cold one to kinda reset myself a bit. Nowadays I typically get the urge for cold showers instead.

Good luck <3 <3
 

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