Finally ordered SN

[catdaddy2601]

Finally managed to ordered some, hope it's not a scam! Says it will be delivered in January ... I'm hoping it's before the 26th as I really want to ctb before my birthday... I've got antiematics , I've also been signed off sick from work which gives me relief ... The only thing I need to do is plan for my cats ... I've got a friend who catsits for me, I'm going to pretend I'm going on holiday and drop my cats to her house so that way I know my cats won't starve to death ... Then I'm going to deactivate all my socials and turn my phone off before drinking my SN ... Suicide note is going to be short and sweet - I don't want a funeral and please cremate me, I'm going to leave £1000 in cash for a cheap cremation... What do you think guys? Is there anything else I need to plan for? Apart from survival instinct obviously....

 

[forgotten15]

If this is what you want i wish everything goes how you want it and you find freedom from all the suffering. I think the only thing remaining is for you to be at peace with your decision. It is very nice of you to think about your cats and care for them like that, it's a great plan to leave them with your friend :)

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Finally managed to ordered some, hope it's not a scam! Says it will be delivered in January ... I'm hoping it's before the 26th as I really want to ctb before my birthday... I've got antiematics , I've also been signed off sick from work which gives me relief ... The only thing I need to do is plan for my cats ... I've got a friend who catsits for me, I'm going to pretend I'm going on holiday and drop my cats to her house so that way I know my cats won't starve to death ... Then I'm going to deactivate all my socials and turn my phone off before drinking my SN ... Suicide note is going to be short and sweet - I don't want a funeral and please cremate me, I'm going to leave £1000 in cash for a cheap cremation... What do you think guys? Is there anything else I need to plan for? Apart from survival instinct obviously....

Maybe order backup from another source just incase?

How did you get antiemetics btw? So many users on here just randomly have access.

 

[catdaddy2601]

Maybe order backup from another source just incase?

How did you get antiemetics btw? So many users on here just randomly have access.

I got in trouble for posting sources before so I will inbox you

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, when the time comes to leave, I hope you find peace.