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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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h-hewwo.. >w< so yours truly finally ordered SN from MIC (totaled 270USDT for anyone curious) and the vendor said they'd ship in tomorrow!!! :33 it was such a pain in the ass to figure out how to get USDT here in europe and just like crypto in general is confusing!!!! idk just felt like getting that out there TwT

anyway i also spoke with my schizo psychiatric clinic and complained about my lorazepam not acting fast enough QwQ i tried oxazepam, lorazepam, and valium but they just didn't seem to do much for me... i really hope xanax is the one that actually hits fast enough this time. it's getting really hard to keep going TwT but at the same time i'm scared of using them because 1) i don't wanna seem like addicted and 2) i only got 20 tablets so i get too-good-to- use syndrome?

i hope xanax will work well with SN, if only my psychiatric clinic knew lmao
 
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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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ugh I feel weird, i dunno if a xanax is the answer.. was at a family birthday today and just kept thinking about my ex qwq
its so difficult to judge whens a right time to use one of my 20 (or well 19 now) pills
 

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