Venting Finally ordered my SN

[Itsallover123]

I'm nervous, like really nervous, but also happy. I'll finally have a legitimate way to CTB. Maybe I'll even hold off and hide it somewhere and try to see if life has any surprises left for me. Actually, nevermind, I almost forgot how shitty my situation is. FOMO would never be enough to keep me here. Anyways, I'll have to redirect the package to a pick-up location so no one at home finds it before me. When I decide to do it I'll answer any questions to others who want to know more about how it's done and how peaceful it feels. Man I'm so nervous, I just hope I can get the package without any issue.

 

[healthrecovery]

I wish i could get hands on some SN

 

[rationaltake]

I'm nervous, like really nervous, but also happy. I'll finally have a legitimate way to CTB. Maybe I'll even hold off and hide it somewhere and try to see if life has any surprises left for me. Actually, nevermind, I almost forgot how shitty my situation is. FOMO would never be enough to keep me here. Anyways, I'll have to redirect the package to a pick-up location so no one at home finds it before me. When I decide to do it I'll answer any questions to others who want to know more about how it's done and how peaceful it feels. Man I'm so nervous, I just hope I can get the package without any issue.

Hope it works out. Sad you're in this situation.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best. I hope things go the way you want them to. I think for many people having SN can be comforting as it is a way out of this life.

 

[Atraxa]

Congratulations. Mine just cleared customs and is now very close to being in my hands. I'm unsure as to whether having the antidote will make me give life one last chance or whether my desire to just leave this world will heighten.

 

[Itsallover123]

your profile picture and your account are so contrasted.

you come off as an elaborate troll. no offence.

humor is my escape from reality. but yeah I probably should change it, it doesn't seem to resonate with what everyone else has as their pfps

 

[Itsallover123]

It arrived.. not sure how to feel right now. Probably not going to do this for a while since I don't see any opportunities to fast atm without raising questions, at least that gives me time to see the new spiderman movie lol

 

[Not Sure]

It arrived.. not sure how to feel right now. Probably not going to do this for a while since I don't see any opportunities to fast atm without raising questions, at least that gives me time to see the new spiderman movie lol

I'm in the same situation, except I'm not waiting for any movies to come out. Feels like having a loaded gun, just there if I need it... also a bit scary.