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Ghettofunk

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Just waiting for it to arrive. I'm not sure about when I'll use it but it's such a huge comfort to know it's there if things get even more unbearable.

Luckily (or unlucky) I've had a 20 year battle with chronic pain, depression and OCD so I already have Olanzapine, Diazepam to ease with the transition.

I just hope it's peaceful and successful.
 
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Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
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I completely understand this post. I'm going to be ordering mine as well, probably today, just because I know I'll feel more in control when its in my possession regardless of when I choose to use it. I'm sorry you're suffering, no matter what happens I hope you find some peace, friend ((hugs))
 
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Ghettofunk

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Yes, exactly. Just knowing it's there is a massive comfort. I hope you find peace too, mate. I know how painful this life can be.
 
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Yes, exactly. Just knowing it's there is a massive comfort. I hope you find peace too, mate. I know how painful this life can be.
If you ever need to talk to someone who's going through the same things and thinking along the same lines as you, always feel free to DM me. I'd be happy to hear from you bud!
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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Hi. I also have olanzapine as Antiemetics, to be very effective. I see an escape in SN, if I can't control my mind, it comforts me
 
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Sometimes just having the method there and ready is a coping mechanism in itself. It doesn't have to mean that you are ready to ctb, but the freedom is there and that is liberating for sure.
 
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Sm42

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To those who are using olanzapin as antiemetic: how are you going to dose it? Just as it was anyother ? I mean 10mg every 8 hours the day before and 10mg-10mg-3omg on the same day? I wish u the best.
 

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