Final hours

[Flying Away]

As I approach my final hours I have been thinking over past ctb failures. This time the planning has been meticulous. Strange that I would like to live but really need to end my pain. I would like to feel safe and secure but know I never can. I drove away the people who could've made me feel that way. Even now I hold out a small amount of hope but know it is futile. I'm hoping my last few hours are filled with the calm I have felt before previous attempts. SI is not a problem to me. Once I begin I will post updates on how I am feeling. I still have the feeling that I want that one person to save me. Sadly it cannot happen. I face the end alone and broken.

 

[Noctis]

Safe travels, friend. I know the feeling of previous attempts failing and meticulously researching to make sure the next attempt is the last one, I hope this ends your pain.

 

[Flying Away]

Thank you. Feels final this time. No one to save me this time.

 

[ewigeruhe]

I wish you the best and peace

 

[Flying Away]

I wish you the best and peace

Thank you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you have had to endure so much in life. Living really is so painful and depressing and it is sad how life brings people to this point. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.

 

[Flying Away]

I'm sorry that you have had to endure so much in life. Living really is so painful and depressing and it is sad how life brings people to this point. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.

Thank you

 

[8evergo]

there was never salvation only more suffering and no salvation now is the end of suffering
good luck my pal

 

[Flying Away]

there was never salvation only more suffering and no salvation now is the end of suffering
good luck my pal

Thank you

 

[fastFWD]

i feel ya on the past failed attempts and planning meticulously for a final success. im on the same path. also it sucks to be alone, abandoned and broken; feels like all hope is lost :(. really sry it has come to this. i hope your hope arrives or you find peace at last in your upcoming plans.

 

[Flying Away]

i feel ya on the past failed attempts and planning meticulously for a final success. im on the same path. also it sucks to be alone, abandoned and broken; feels like all hope is lost :(. really sry it has come to this. i hope your hope arrives or you find peace at last in your upcoming plans.

Thank you

 

[madebrief]

All the best with the end of your suffering. Hope the meticulous planning goes well the time and that you find peace. We're all alone together.

 

[Flying Away]

All the best with the end of your suffering. Hope the meticulous planning goes well the time and that you find peace. We're all alone together.

Thank you

 

[Nirrend]

That's sad, i hope you'll find peace <3

 

[Flying Away]

That's sad, i hope you'll find peace <3

Thank you

 

[DreamSurfer]

Sad to hear that it has came down to this for you.

If you still feel that there is a chance that you can somehow turn things around, there is nothing wrong with holding off.

Otherwise, wishing you great travels. Hope that you find peace and all that you seek. See ya on the otherside.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so sorry to see you leave,I wish you all the best for a comfortable, pleasant journey and that you have never-ending peace and serenity

 

[Shivali]

 

[Flying Away]

Sad to hear that it has came down to this for you.

If you still feel that there is a chance that you can somehow turn things around, there is nothing wrong with holding off.

Otherwise, wishing you great travels. Hope that you find peace and all that you seek. See ya on the otherside.

I know. Thank you

 

[magikalangelmimi]

hoping you find eternal peace and joy on the other side

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you have found peace.

 

[Euthanza]

I'm sorry this life has brought you to this end, I wish you peace and dignity

 

[8evergo]

the last hour is the most valuable sin when you recognize what you should recognize and yes you leave so much also the good as well as the bad may you hang in the light and have your peace

 

[Flying Away]

the last hour is the most valuable sin when you recognize what you should recognize and yes you leave so much also the good as well as the bad may you hang in the light and have your peace

Thank you