Feeling undeserving

[LoneMisery]

Just a quick mental spew. I never felt deserving of anything i received. I still have gifts wrapped up and the tags still on this really nice bulls/jordan jersey my friend bought me. And when i told her that it upset her so much making me feel guilty as ever. Idk how to be accepting of things that people want to just be nice. I never feel deserving of anything. I dont feel i deserve to be happy in life either.

 

[Al Cappella]

I feel very much the same. Not all the time, but a lot of times, if that makes sense. I still appreciate gestures from other people, but inside I don't think I deserve any of it. Have always hated gift-giving seasons…

 

[FuneralCry]

I am sorry that you feel this way, I can imagine that it must be awful. I know that it can be dreadful living a miserable existence. I wish you the best.