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meowzers3276

meowzers3276

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I'm still adjusting to the site, how do I start a thread? Or PM you ?
i think you have to unlock pm over time-- when i am able to i can use the "conversation" feature to contact you.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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Interesting reading everyone's experiences here of feeling calm when they were on the verge of death. The last time I tried partial hanging (more as a test than anything else) I too felt rather calm and relaxed - it felt almost pleasant and I didn't want to back out of it. It was like my brain was telling me I was doing the right thing.
I tried to poison myself. It hurt like fucking hell.

Imagine being stabbed by 1000 knives all at once and no one could see the blood; that's what it felt like. I'm still fucking pissed I experienced so much pain and didn't die. It was awful.

I don't know if SN at the end is like that, but it's very possible it is and at that point the nearly-dead people have such low O2 stats they have never been able to tell anyone.

This also isn't a scientific answer. There may be medical data out there guessing on pain levels for methemoglobinemia prior to passing out.
 

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