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Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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Before death used to scare me nowadays when i think of catching the bus i feel at peace.

Thinking of death gives me so much peace and happiness.

I finally realise i dont belong in this world and I have nothing to live for.

Has anyone ever felt this way?
 
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iDieUDie80

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2020
403
No. It's difficult for me to come to terms with the fact that I don't have a future and I'm wasting my time here. I only get close when I have a significant trigger, otherwise it's also difficult for me to do what I know I must do and make the last decision I'll ever have to make.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
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Yes thinking about death is the only thing they gives me some comfort now. It's like an escape from the pain.
 

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