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yellothere

yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
Should I post the terrible things I feel?
Its a lot worthlessness...
 
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Red86

New Member
Feb 20, 2021
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yes
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
242
Don't worry about whether people will think it's terrible, we've probably all been there before if we're on this forum. Just vent, and we're here to listen.
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
Vent away my friend, this is a safe place. No one will judge you
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
I hope you're not planning a school shooting or something
 
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logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
If it helps you in any case.
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
If it helps you, then yes of course.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
I will pray for you.
 
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yellothere

yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
I hope you're not planning a school shooting or something
I'm not in school. I wouldn't hurt anyone. I care too much about bothering others and that was my problem. Not valuing myself. I feel guilty about things I shouldn't. I help and make friends with homeless. I talk to them. When I was in school, I would invite anyone that didn't have a friend to hang out with me since I used to not know how to make friends (I lost them though). I am vegetarian. I don't kill bugs. I rescue spiders. I get excited to share things I like with other people. I would bring my baked goods to Neighbors and to school. I am a very kind person.

Not a to be political, but I am against owning assault rifles and would vote against them. I would never own a gun.
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I'm not in school. I wouldn't hurt anyone. I care too much about bothering others and that was my problem. Not valuing myself. I feel guilty about things I shouldn't. I help and make friends with homeless. I talk to them. When I was in school, I would invite anyone that didn't have a friend to hang out with me since I used to not know how to make friends (I lost them though). I am vegetarian. I don't kill bugs. I rescue spiders. I get excited to share things I like with other people. I would bring my baked goods to Neighbors and to school. I am a very kind person.

Not a to be political, but I am against owning assault rifles and would vote against them. I would never own a gun.
This makes me incredibly curious what your terrible thoughts are. You seem very gentle.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,638
I'm sorry you are suffering. Of course, post your thoughts. This is the one place where we can openly do this. I wish you well.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I can post my evil thoughts too, right??

Ok, I wish that fucking humans would stop existing so that our beautiful planet keeps existing.
 
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yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
I can post my evil thoughts too, right??

Ok, I wish that fucking humans would stop existing so that our beautiful planet keeps existing.
Feel free. I would never have kids. The world has too many people. Too many unwanted kids to make more. Hopefully people start having a few kids or none at all.
 
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fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Go for it. I am afraid to formulate me terrible thoughts because they are such potent suicide fuel for me.
 
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stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
Im a misanthrope and I pretty much hate humanity as a whole so I don't see anything wrong with having such thoughts in general - hating humans maybe even wanting them to die (without taking action).

It's basically the other way around:
I always wonder - after everything we are taught about history and also can see on the news and in our surroundings - how others can be in that much denial and still wish humanity to flourish and continue the way it currently is ?
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Yeah I would love if everyone could just die. Like everyone lol. Imagine how beautiful the world will look in a few years if that happened.
 
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Peel_the_Banana

Good Bye
Aug 2, 2021
205
I'm not in school. I wouldn't hurt anyone. I care too much about bothering others and that was my problem. Not valuing myself. I feel guilty about things I shouldn't. I help and make friends with homeless. I talk to them. When I was in school, I would invite anyone that didn't have a friend to hang out with me since I used to not know how to make friends (I lost them though). I am vegetarian. I don't kill bugs. I rescue spiders. I get excited to share things I like with other people. I would bring my baked goods to Neighbors and to school. I am a very kind person.

Not a to be political, but I am against owning assault rifles and would vote against them. I would never own a gun.


OH MY...the absolute *HORROR* of these awful thoughts has me clutching my pearls!!!:O:ohhhh:



Iu


Is that the best you got?! :ahhha:
 
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yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
OH MY...the absolute *HORROR* of these awful thoughts has me clutching my pearls!!!:O:ohhhh:



View attachment 74616


Is that the best you got?! :ahhha:
No. I was going to make a new post possibly.... titled fucked up thought.

nice Stanley gif though. I am more of a parks and rec fan myself!
 
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phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
I think you should make a thread where people can comment their fucked up thoughts
 
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Seafoam

Seafoam

Student
Jun 26, 2020
103
If not here then where?
 
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