Venting Feeling like a zombie. Life is a prison.

[Valon]

Barely living. Getting up and doing the same routine over and over again. I never asked for this. To be pulled from the void and placed on this earth only to work, eat, sleep, and perform mundane tasks for the rest of my existence. Isn't it disturbing how even as children we have no freedom? We are imprisoned by society since day one.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It sounds like you're after the age old question — what is the meaning of life? Is it purely about survival? If so, the pattern of "work, eat, sleep" might suffice. While most species seem preoccupied with survival, humans, with our advanced brains, seem to seek something more. We believe there has to be something more meaningful about existence.

I fear that there's nothing, and our quest is futile. This is why we suffer. Searching for some meaning that isn't actually there. Destined to be disappointed.

 

[Bruces]

I could have wrote this original post,it's exactly how I feel

 

[ronigail9]

"This place is a prison. These people aren't your friends" - the postal service Good song but can't remember what it was called

 

[Meaninglesslife50]

From what I think there is no point as we are all just very advanced chemical machines that seek to pass our genes as much as possible.And being consciousness is a side effect of having too many brain cells.

 

[Gratefulcorpse]

Barely living. Getting up and doing the same routine over and over again. I never asked for this. To be pulled from the void and placed on this earth only to work, eat, sleep, and perform mundane tasks for the rest of my existence. Isn't it disturbing how even as children we have no freedom? We are imprisoned by society since day one.

I have been feeling the same way for almost 2 years now. I'm turning 20 on the Friday and all I can think about is saving my Benzos and Zopiclone for another attempt to CTB. I can not see 21 living like this, it will be torture.

 

[okaoki]

pray today would be better , but its a lie , same shit different day , same few people doing shit towards me.

 

[sadworld]

I feel trapped, every single day....

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I feel like a zombie too. This is what I hear inside my head when I get out of bed

 

[xXSarac3nSlay3rXx]

It sounds like you're after the age old question — what is the meaning of life? Is it purely about survival? If so, the pattern of "work, eat, sleep" might suffice. While most species seem preoccupied with survival, humans, with our advanced brains, seem to seek something more. We believe there has to be something more meaningful about existence.

I fear that there's nothing, and our quest is futile. This is why we suffer. Searching for some meaning that isn't actually there. Destined to be disappointed.

That's basically absurdism in a nutshell.

 

[Dead beat dad]

I think Denis Leary summed it up pretty well when he said:
You have the orgasm eat the cookie, smoke the cigarette and go to bed...

That's all there is...

Love and respect friends

DBD